Once Upon a Dream Ch.3

Have you ever felt like at some point everything just stopped ..... time, the world, movement and everything it all came to peace. Its as if all the problems in the world disappeared and no noise nothing just silence.














The world was finally at peace it was so silent till I heard.












"lujain .... "












"hello? .... can you hear me?"










"Lujain?"








The noise came back I slowly began opening my eyes.

{ why does my right eye hurt? why can I only see with my left eye? }

I only saw blurred images I think I heard a man call my name who is he?

I closed my eyes and the silence came back.











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-SoulfulVoice-
Time ... Its so complicated not as simple as I thought it was. Time moves fast in wonderful moments and slow in sad moments. It never stops yet It does stop when things fall apart at least thats what we feel. Time is what we all thought we have, and we don't realize we don't have much until its too late ... Life is never predictable, all the memories are unforgettable, some feelings are magical everything happens during time.
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"Sweetheart Lujain?"

I opened my eyes...

Me :"mom?"

Mom :"ahh baby...."

she leaned over and hugged me I can only see her with my left eye.

{ I heard my mom crying why is she crying? }

Me :"mom? ... Wh.. What happebed?"

Mom :"alhamdallah you're okai ..."

while crying she hugged me and kept saying elhmdallah.

Me :"mom?"

{ ouch my head ahh .. }

Mom :" ..... lujain you were in a car accident"

{ omg ... What... ahh where's my dad? }

Me :"my head ugh it hurts .. Mom where's dad?"

Mom's tears kept streaming down her face the look on her eyes showed that something wasn't right she was silent lookin down.

Me :"mom tell me where's dad?"

Mom :"ah .. jojo he .."

she hesitated.

Me :"mom tell me!!"

before she could say a word the door knocked it was my two lil brothers and the doctor my brothers hugged me.

Doctore :"how are you feeling lujain?"

Me :"my right eye hurts .. and my head too but where's my dad"

Doctor :"oh well u had a surgery few hours ago u had to have stitches and fix the glass that hit ur eye and don't worry u'll see in that eye for after few weeks I'll give you some painkillers for ur head u might experience some headache and dizziness u had a bruce in ur head because of the accident u hit ur head very hard u also have a broken leg but nothing serious you will be fine enshallah don't worry lujain rest ur head u need to relax now.."

Me :"but doctor where's my dad no one answered me I wanna know if he's okai?"

Doctor :"may I have a word with your mom first?"

Me :"okai"

they went out the room leaving me with salim and wahab.

{ I was wondering why didn't they tell me was dad okai ? is he okai ? I wanna know I can't bare to wait any longer }

they came back and the doctor looked at me.

Doctor :"I'm sorry lujain ... But ur dad passed away in the accident.."

Dear god what did I just hear?

I looked at my mom saw her crying ...

Me :"mom ? He's joking right??"

Mom looked at me and came closer tearing.

Mom :"no lujain ... Your dad ... " she cried

I looked at her

Mom :"died he couldn't make it because he was protecting u when the car hit and it caused him internal bleeding I'm so sorry ... "

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-LittleVoiceInMyHead- 

No lujain don't believe them dad didn't leave you he loves u he wouldn't leave you like that .. Dad is okai I'm sure of it they're all lying to me ... They're lying.

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Me :"no mom ... I don't believe you I know my dad is here."

I smiled and laughed hysterically 

Mom looked at my doctor then she came closer holding my hand.

Mom :" lujain ... I'm sorry this hurts me more than it hurts u .. Your dad...."

Me :"MOM don't say that word JUST DONT  ... I DONT BELIEVE IT OR ANY OF YOU"

Tears slowly streamed down my left eye .. I just can't. This is not real I don't believe it.

Me :"i beg you mom tell me your joking and that its not truue..."

I kissed her hand.

I shaked while holding my mom's hand the tears prevented me from seeing her clearly.

Mom cried and said :"lujain i'm so sorry ..."

The word killed me for the time I felt like I have died inside.. How could this be the man who raised me has gone away forever ... How could this be the best friend I ever had left me just like that .. My  dad... !!! 

*Sudden Flashbacks*

Dad :"lujain la don't open your eyes wait and see what I got you"

Dad was covering my eyes.

Me :"Lemme seee!!!"

Dad moved his hands away.

The most amazing bicycle right infromt of me I was 8 years old.

..............

Me :"dad don't forget BIG MAAAC OKAI???"

Dad :"i knooooow stop repeating it xD"

.................

Dad kissed my forehead in bed.

Dad :"goodnight my angel.. I love you"

Me :"I love u too daddy.."

............

Graduation party dad looked at me tearing for the first time.

Dad :"I can't believe my babygirl is all grown up"

He hugged me so tight and I wouldn't let go.

Me :"I love u dad so much"

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"Lujain?"

I heard the doctor call me.

I started crying on the bed screaming at the top of my lungs.

"EVERYBODY GET OUT .. GET OUT"

Everyone gave me my space and got out my mom was the last one to go out before she went out she looked at me and opened her mouth she was about to say something.

Me :"Mom don't ... Don't say anything please" i said it while tearing and crying.

She left the room.

I held the pillow and screamed throwing the pillow on the flower vase breaking it.

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-SoulfulVoice-

Never did I thought I would ever lose my dad. He was the best friend I ever had he never let me down sure we fight sometimes and disagree but no relationship is perfect. I loved him dearly that I couldn't believe it when mom told me he's gone the thought of it ma dashat 3agly and it still didn't. How could this happen how could he be gone? How did he leave like that? The only person who made me feel comfertable gave advices he didn't want anything but the best for me he's gone now. Its like a hole has been made in my heart and that hole can never be sealed until my dad is here again filling it with love and care.

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I was shaking so hard and my heart couldn't bare with the news. I held my chest and whipped on it slowly saying :"please heart stop hurting me ur killing me ... Please stop the pain please go away"

The tears wouldn't stop streaming ... I closed my eyes and fell asleep all of a sudden.

Mom's (POV) :

I went out with the doctor when lujain wanted to be alone.

The look on my daughters face damaged my heart even more after when they told me my husband has passed away no mother deserves this, no mother should suffer from the pain I suffered from its unbearable knowing the man you love died and seeing how broken and hurt ur kids are and how ur supposed to be the strong one in the family holding it together.

I cried away from my kids and sat on the floor.

I held my head crying my eyes off I should be holding on not losing it but I just love him so much and having my kids to grow up without their dad around them is hard and raising them alone how am I supposed to do that? I need him to be there ... i need you.

I wipped away my tears and talked to the doctor.

Doctor :"miss sara (mom) ur daughter didn't need to know the news now she's in a very serious condition all she needs now is a rest and I'm sorry for ur loss"

Me :"thankyou"

I never stopped tearing since I found out the news yesterday about mohammad the love of my life.

I looked at the window in my daughters hospital room I saw her sleeping. I never knew things would turn out this way.

I came in her room and told my sister to take wahab and salim to her house for the night I wanted to spend the night with my daughter not leaving her alone she needs me and I will be strong for her.


Lujain's POV :

I woke up the next day and I saw my mom holding my hand in the hospital bed and sleeping she looked so tired and the way she slept at night broke my heart she never left me even when I said I didn't want anyone around.

I moved my hand saying :"mom? Wakeup!"

My mom jumped :"ahh whats wrong??"

Me :"no no its just the way you're sleeping it hurting your neck try to sleep on the couch its better."

Mom :"don't worry about me sweetie I'm fine now tell me are you okai? Do u feel better?"

I kissed her hand saying :"Thank you ... "

Mom :"don't thank me I'm your mom I'll always be here for you"

I sat that morning with my mom wanted to know what happened the other day in the accident.

Me :"mom all I remember was seeing my dad smiling and I was watching the sunset with him ... Then I don't know what happened..."

Since I rememberd the image of my dad Tears fell down my left eye.

Mom :"... The day of the accident ... While you and your dad was driving home a 19 year old boy was speeding and you too just walkin at the green light  and he skipped the traffic light and you both crashed the boy unfourtunetly died too.."

*Sudden Flashbacks*

Dad :"LUJAIN PUT YOUR HEAD DOWN!!"

Me :"DAD?"

*Sound of a crash*

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I slowly regained conscious and looked at my mom sayin :"I remember ..." I blinked and tears fell down my cheek.

my mom hugged me and I was deadly silent tears were just streaming down my face. I never knew what its like to lose someone so close to my heart until I lost the best friend I ever had.....
 
To be Continued ...

Once Upon a Dream Ch.2

just when I thought things were falling in place, I noticed how yousif was treating me like he doesn't care about me and talks to me bluntly  he just goes out and has fun sometimes he never replies to me I got upset one day and called Noor.

It was ringing and Noor picked up.
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Noor :"hello ?"

Me :"hey .."

Noor :"hey wait ...... were u crying?"

Me :"ahh ..." I teared on the phone.

Noor :"hay hay stop, tell me what happened?"

Me :"yousif"

Noor :"ugh what did he do now?"

Me :"we had a fight and he called me stupid and worthless I only asked about him"

Noor :"WHAT?"

Me :"yea ..." I cried

Noor :"Jojo baby don't cry plz plz I'm coming over okia?"

Me :"okai"
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after 10 min noor arrived to my house and came up to my room she saw me crying and hurt I ran to her hugged her and cried.

noor tapped my back

Noor :"shhhhhh everything's gonna be okai come here"

she held me and we sat in my bed.

Noor :"sweetie jojo tell me what happened exactly?"

I teared while looking at her

Me :"ahh umm well ...."

I told her the whole story how he started treating me coldly and cursing me a lot I never thought he's do that I always had this perfect image of him cause I loved him.


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-StoryInterruption- 
I was stupid at that time I was blind by my idiotic choices and feelings I never thought about my future I wasn't even worried about anything I thought life can wait and nothing can go wrong, being spoiled by my dad can effect with my choices in life I thought I can get anything I wanted it was the worst thing about being me. My dad is so close to me I love him so dearly we have this strong daughter father bond my mom gets jealous sometimes I really loved my dad and my dad loved spoiling me cause I'm his only girl our relationship was very strong.
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-BackToStory-

After explaining what happened with me to noor I remembered my dad he said he wanted to talk to me about something I excused noor and went to see my dad.

I knocked the door 

Dad :"come int?"

{I hope its nothing serious}

Me :"hmm?"

Dad :"listen sweetie I know you decided to postpone goin to college and I understand you need time to decide where you wanna go but time is precious and I don't wan you to waste it and end up regretting it so thats what I want u to apply to college for the second semester cause I want whats best for you please think about it okai?"

Me :"ummm enshallah I'll think about it"

Dad :"come here my little angel"

He wrapped his arms around me and hugged me so tight

Dad :" I love you"

I heard "ehmmmm" and a footstep

it was my mom she interrupted us smirking saying :"and here's he goes again neglecting me and loving his daughter" 

Dad :"come here you too ur my other angel"

Mom had a shy face

Me :"OKAY BYE!"

they laughed 

I went to my room after talking to my dad I thought about what he said but I didn't wanna change my mind I was happy being free from studying and having the guy I always wanted.

I looked at my iPhone then remembered our fight it just happened too fast.

-thoughts were going through my mind-
was he playing with me? was everything yousif said was a lie ? I thought he was better than that he wouldn't ever treat me like that .. do I really deserve that?

I suddenly heard my phone vibrate it was text from yousif.
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Yousif :"baby lujain I just wanted to say I'm sorry about the way I acted When I'm angry I tend to say really mean thingshopefully  you'll forgive me"
Lujain :"hm ? yea sure oki"
Yousif :"will you forgive me baby?"
Lujain :"ummmm okai hehe I forgive u and I love you yousif"
Yousif :"I love you so much my beautiful angel"
Lujain :"i love you more <3"

I couldn't help it but smile I really do love him
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I went inside my room smiling noor saw me

Noor :"haa u feel better?"

she smiled

Me :"yea look" I handed her my phone

Noor :" sigh jojo .. I ... I think you should stay away from him"

Me :"what? Why.. i love him .."

Noor :"but does he?"

Me :"yea he told me.."

Noor :"does he show it instead of just saying?"

I hesitated

Me :"... umm..."

Noor :"listen to me and tell him you want a break.. just think for a while stop it and think , think about ur future for once make a plan!!!"

Me :"I'm not listening to this"

Noor :"ur so stubborn thats its so irritating"

Me :"I love him what can I do!!"


I Never listen to noor when she says anything about him I automatically thinks its wrong because I love him, but with time I noticed yousif how he started to act weird as if he was hiding something I felt something was wrong but I didn't say a thing cause I trusted him.

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Spring break was almost over and college was about to start and I still haven't applied to any college I was relaxed and happy with the situation till one day when I went out with noor to 360 mall it was friday night and it was crowded I walked with her jocking and laughing and I saw someone familiar in the corner away from people I recognized the voice I came closer and saw yousif with a girl they were 10 inches away from each other I couldn't believe my eyes my heart was aching the feeling in my heart spread around my body causing it to shiver .... I froze what was right infront of me?

I came closer and saw him ... were my eyes deceiving me ? or is this a dream? how could he .. how dare he ...

I grabbed noor before he could see me and left in a rush I went to her car sat there in silence noor was staring at me.

Noor's POV :

omg was it real ? .... was it him ? ... I knew something wasn't right from the begging I don't want her to feel this way I never did i only wish I could take it all back and take back the day I told her to talk to him it was all my fault.

Me :"Lujain?"

she was silent ..

I touched her shoulder slowly.

Lujain :"w-what?"

Me :"are you okai?"

Lujain :"yea I'm fine .."

Me :"I know ur not ..."

Lujain :"lets just drive home"

I drove her back home .. on the way I could feel the pain she was feeling but no word came out from her she really did love him.

Lujain's POV :

I really did love him... how could I not see it I still can't believe it maybe its someone else maybe it wasn't him.

I arrived home and said nothing to noor she understood my silence, I went to my room and salim came my lil brother.

Salim :"jojo dad wants to talk to you"

I wasn't in the mood for anything but I went to see what my dad wanted.

I knocked the door.

Dad :"jojo sweetie there's something I really wanna do with you to bring back old memories "

Me :"what do you mean dad"

Dad :"do you remember "albahara" the beach side playground place where I used to take it when you were young it was your favorite place "

Me :"hehe yea dad I loved it when I was little now I'm old xD"

Dad :"haha I know sweetie actually the placed changed alot I just wanted to go there for olds times sake I wanna remember and get the old vibe with you and also spend some quality time with you so what do you say?"

Me :"how can I refuse sure ofc dad ?"

he smiled at me and I hugged him.

Me :"I love you daddy ... so much"

Dad :"I love you too jojo more than you'll ever know"

I teared while hugging my dad cause of today what happened with yousif and I needed a hug my dad made me feel so much better his hugs are unforgettable.

I went to my room I unlocked my iPhone and saw a text from yosif I had an angry expression saying to myself.

"What the hell does he want now?"
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Yousif :"Hey baby I miss u where r you?"
Lujain :"hi lol I was out :)"
Yousif :"whats up with the shitty attitude?"
Lujain :"my attitude isn't shitty ok? Yours is"
Yousif :"you better wash your mouth before talking to me this way"
Lujain :"u had fun today? with that girl?"
Yousif :"what girl?"
Lujain :"don't play stupid I saw you two"
Yousif :"and what makes you so sure that it was me?? You have no proof and I wasn't there :)"
Lujain :"you mean it wasn't you in 360 mall today?"
Yousif :"no"
Lujain :"omg I'm so sorry"
Yousif :"I forgive you next time don't accuse me of cheating"
Lujain :"I'm so sorry baby I promise I won't"

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When I closed the chat and told noor about everything she said she didn't believe him, that night I felt something too, something was wrong like something bad was going to happen I slept and woke up the next day I saw a notification from noor, I unlocked my iPhone and read.

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Noor :"look I felt something was off too so I double checked and asked his mom where he was out last night and guess what she told me he was at 360 mall ... well here's proof he was lying .."
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a tear streamed down my face I didn't wanna believe it I loved him I still do I don't want to read anymore or listen I....

Someone knocked my door it was my dad I whipped away my tears quickly and dad came in.

Dad :"hey lujain .. You better get ready cause we're goin out soon.."

Me :"enshallah dad"

I smiled

when he left the room I didn't say anything to yosuif or even a hello .. I just wanted to spend time with my dad and forget about last night.

I took a shower then calmed my hair and wore my blue dark jeans and a flowery top and ponytailed my hair and got ready I went downstairs.

Dad :"start up the car I'll just grab some stuff i need and come"

Me :"enshallah"

I went and started the car dad came after me and we drive to albahara ... while driving I closed my phone I didn't want any text anything interrupting my special time with dad we talked and it just gave me a back to life feeling like I felt so happy with dad.

when we arrived closely to the beach I took the camera and took a pic of my dad smiling and waving while the sea shore was behind him I loved that pic I held my dad's arm and walked with him we chatted.

Dad :"lujain remember this place where the old game you loved was here and you begged me to ride?"

Me :"I remember jumpin on your legs beggin please please" 

Dad laughed

Dad :"yea back then you were so tiny my baby ... But just grew up so fast man time really does fly now you're a women I really can't believe it"

Me :"no don't worry I'm still a kid"

I joked around and giggled

Dad :"hahaha may god protect you .."

he leaned over and hugged me.

after us chatting we went to grab us lunch from the nearest restaurant we ate and had fun then it got a lil dark sunset ahead us dad wanted to go home I didn't want to because then I'd have to face yousif and noor and I just loved the moments I spent with dad it made me forget everything like I wish it never ended.

we went to the car and sat I buckled my seat belts.

Dad :"Lujain did you think about the talk we had about your college and your decisions? .. "

Me :"yea dad .. I just don't have college in my head right now at all"

Dad :"honey I don't want anything but the best for you and you're future I realized time really does fly and I really don't want you to regret anything I love you and wish you all greatness and joy in life"

I looked at dad and smiled I could see how badly he wanted this for me from his eyes.

while driving back home I smiled cause I was so lucky to have a wonderful dad.

I was looking out the window and we were stopping at a red light when we drove forward I saw the beautiful sunset infront of me.

Me :"hey dad look at this beautiful sunset.."

suddenly I heard ...

















LUJAIN PUT YOUR HEAD DOWN ....












DAD??










*sound of a crash*









a car hit us.

Once Upon a Dream Ch.1

Once Upon a Dream

Before I fall too fast

Kiss me quick, but make it last

So I can see how badly this will hurt me

When you say goodbye

Keep it sweet, keep it slow

Let the future pass, and don't let go

But tonight I could fall too soon

Into this beautiful moonlight

But you're so hypnotizing

You've got me laughing while I sing,

 you've got me smiling in my sleep

And I can see this unraveling

Your love is where I'm falling,

but please don't catch me

See this heart won't settle down

Like a child running scared from a clown

I'm terrified of what you do

My stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away so I can breathe

Even though you're far from suffocating me

I can't set my hopes too high

Cause every hello ends with a goodbye

But you're so hypnotizing

You've got me laughing while I sing,

 you've got me smiling in my sleep

And I can see this unraveling

Your love is where I'm falling,

but please don't catch me

So now you see why I'm scared

I can't open up my heart without a care

But here I go, it's what I feel

And for the first time in my life I know it's for real

My Story began in January when spring break started, it was cloudy and rainy most of the days. I shut the world by simply putting my headphones on. In a rainy day I played "Catch me" by Demi Lovato, for a moment I forget about the world and all the problems I had to deal with and I just focused on the person I love I was thinking to myself maybe its time, maybe it time to let out my feelings to the person I love and confess instead of always hiding and thinking, I stared out the window holding my iPhone watching the rain drops stream down the window glass, wondring what if . . .

suddenly my phone vibrated in my hand I flew back to reality and unlocked my phone.

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Noor :"jojo I'm coming over"
Me :"why is something wrong?"
Noor :"no dude I'm just bored and its winter break and I have nothing to do"
Me :"sure comeover I'm practically doing nothing"
Noor :"okai thanx"
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Noor is my cousin she's an 19 years old a college student with dark brown short hair, tall, has big bright honey colored eyes with a really sensitive personalty. she's my best friend in the whole wide world the best thing about noor is no matter what where or who she'll cancel all her plans and be there for you.

I'm Lujain a 18 year old girl who recently graduated from high school but didn't apply to any college I wanted a year break to relax from all the pressure and just focus for me, I'm a 162 cm tall I have a tall black wavy hair, tall neck thats what everyone tells me and thick eyelashes with big deep dark brown eyes I'm sensitive like noor but less I'm kinda social I like to blend in but stand out at the same time.

I was in my room when I heard shouting I recognized the voices they were my 2 brothers salim and wahab. salim is 7 years old and wahab is 9 years old they were fighting about a game I went outside my room.

Me :"MOM they're fighting again!!!!"

Mom shouted for them to stop it was typical they argue I tell mom and mom just tells them to stop and they don't. I got sick of it. I locked the door and put my headphones on again and highred the volume I heard a knocking at my door.

Me :"GO AWAY go find someone else to bug"

"Ehmmmmmm"

it sounded like a girl.

I hurried and opened the door it was noor.

Me :"haha sorry I thought u were my brothers"

Noor :"haha its okai"

we hugged eachother for a while then I invited her to sit in my room.

Noor :"so tell me what's wrong?"

Me :"what?"

Noor :"yea u heard me now spill?"

I smiled looking at the ground biting my lower lip.

Noor :"oh no ... please tell me its not about him again?"

Me :"its not him?"

Noor :"now mean it!"

I laughed

Me :"who am I kidding I LOVE HIM"

Noor :"jojo u need to think about ur future now not him and u didnt apply to any college aren't u thinking about the future ur precious time wasted ?"

Me :"no I got all the time in the world to be worrying about college most important thing is yousif<3"

I gazed out the window with my "in love" stare and talked about him.

Noor :"lujaain WAKE UP! he's ur cousin OUR cousin"

Me :"so ?"

Noor :"ahh my there's no use talking with you-.-"

I giggled then walked by my the window and stood there staring at the rain as it falls on the ground.

Me :"I don't know noor I just can't seem to forget about him, maybe he's the one"

Noor :"what makes you so sure?"

Me :"I said maybe who knows ... I just wanna tell him how I feel I wanna know if he feels the same way"

Noor sighed and came closer to where I was standing, I turned around and looked at her.

Noor :"okay ... On thursday on the day of the gathering there's a probability that he might come I'll get you 2 alone then you'll know if he feels the same way"

Me :"oh damn I'm nervous are you for real?? Okai I'm gettin butterflies"

Noor :"lool don't mess it up even though EWO but I love u and I wanna see you happy<3"

I got excited and nervous at the same time meeting him again is wow the last time I saw him was 2 weeks ago and I miss him like crazy I know most of people would think ewo her cousin but I fell for him I don't know why. And In my country its okai to date or marry your cousin.


after few days . . .


I woke up I saw my phone's calendar it was finally thursday I felt like I wanted to throw up and excited my stomach was growling I felt dizzy.

I wore my light baby pink top and light sky jeans and added a fluffy white jacket since it's winter, when I was ready I called noor she took me to Starbucks first before going to the family gathering.

when we sat in Starbucks noor noticed how nervous I was.

Noor's POV (Point Of View) :

I could see her legs moving twice as she normally moves and her hands shivring her face looks green like she's almost about to throw up.

Me :"duuude Jojo calm down we're not even there yet"

Lujain :"I knoooooow noor I just donno whats up with me"

Me :"god help u xD"

Lujain :"shutup -.-"

when we were done we took our drinks and went to the gathering.

Lujain's POV :

Noor was driving me to the gathering I was staring out the window holding myself together trying not to think about talking to him at all so I won't feel extra nervous when we arrived, she held my hand as we were both walking towards the door.

Noor :"wooooow I could hear ur hearts beats from way over here"

Me :"shutup .."

she laughed.

when we first walked in I looked around while holding my stomach cause I was nervous there was no sign of him I felt down and looked at the ground.

Noor :"haaay don't give me that face he'll show up even if I had to drag him all the way from his home xD"

I giggled

Me :"yea ... its okai"

we went in and sat and said hi to everyone then for a while I waited staring at the door hoping for him to show up when suddenly the door opened . . .

Noor :"oh my gosh .. jojo"

Me :"omg its him"

I sqeezed noor's hand while she was beside me.

Noor :"ouch ouch haay dont break it"

I smiled feeling so happy.

Yousif :"elsalam alaikom"

Everyone :"waalaikom elsalam"

He walked in and sat to the couch next to us.

My aunt :"hey yousif how are you? How's college goin for you?"

Yousif :"it's great ...."

They talked while I stared at "Yousif".


Yousif is my 19 year old cousin I had a crush on him in a long time but I was too afraid to admit it I fell for him more these past months the way he talked and how he looked like, everything about him changed when he entered college, He has a Dark Straight Brown hair and a Gorgeous smile he's tall with a Dimple on his chin it's the best thing about his appearance.

its like taylor's chin.

Yousif Then looked at me.

Yousif :"hey Lujain how are you ?"

Me :"i'm good" I giggled lookin at the ground.

He smiled.

After a while noor talked to yousif in private then noor came to me.

Me :"hey what happebed?"

Noor :"he agreed go to the park near the house he said he'll meet you there"

Me :"you serious a park?"

Noor :"don't ask me he's the one who suggested it xD"

Me :"great I'll chock what will I say? what will I do ahhhh no i don't wanna go I changed my mind"

I felt a slap on my left cheek, the blood built up in that area making it sore.

Me :"WHAT THE HELL OUUUUCH why??????"

Noor :"shutup get urself back together lujain just CALM DOWN"

I giggled

Me :"okai okai I'm good I'm great yea .... but what if I mess it up ?"

Noor :"OUFFF jojo shutup and just gooo"

I laughed

Me :"okaaaaaay wish me luck"

Noor :"good luck" she laughed.

I took my bag and left in the back door to the park near the house when I arrived I went in and walked looking around searching for him I saw a guy's back sitting in a chair I went closer it was yousif.

Me :"hey"

yousif turned around.

yousif :"hey come come sit please"

I came closer and sat next to him I was shy and nervous and my heart kept beating faster by the minute.

yousif :"so noor said you have something to say to me? .."

I stared at his eyes they were so hypnotizing it was like I was under a spell they were sparkly and shiny then I saw him making a half smile in slow motion he was talking but I wasn't paying any attention to what he was saying.

yousif :"lujain?"

Me :"haa what?"

he smiled

yousif :"yea what were you gonna say?"

my heart beat raced.

Me :"ummm well ...."

I stared at him no words came out of my mouth I wanted to say something bss mako.

yousif :"yea?"

Me :"I love you"

yousif looked surprised.









{OMG OMG OMG WHAT DID I JUST TELL HIM}

yousif :"oh .... ummm"

Me :"NO NO wait I meant I really like you  .... ahh I'm so stupid I should go"

I stood up and I wanted to run away but I felt him grabbing my hand and pulling me back closer.

yousif :"noooo stay"

I looked at him then sat next to him looking at the ground feeling stupid cause I didn't know how to replay him.

yousif :"I really like you too .."

I suddenly lifted my head up and looked at him.

Me :"really?"

yousif :"yea"

I smiled then he smiled back we talked more and got to know things about eachother more. after that we added eachother's phone number so we'd chat more ... the days passed we instantly became boyfriend and girlfriend it was fast but I loved it, it was my first actual relationship. problem is we're cousin's and everyone thinks its eww and stuff but its what we like and prefer.

when everything seemed to fall in place, something happened a week after us being together ....



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Hey my lovely readers so I just wanted to say the first chapters wont be very interesting as the one's that are coming up they will be amazing I promise. any feedback or comments or advices needed just ask me and suggest about anything you all want after all I'm writing for my readers I really love you guys thanx for all of ur support in my previous story I promise I won't disappoint in this story.