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The most shocking thing happenes to a Typical Kuwaitie girl something no one ever expected, something will change her life and the person she is Starting "Lujain".
The Last chapter of Someone Like You I hope you enjoyed the story it really meant alot to me thanx to all my readers and supporters thanx for ur wonderful comments and everything you guys are awesome thanx for believing in me. -------------------------------------------------- One Day . . . Me :"Oh my gosh a7mad this is expensive" a7mad :"for our honeymoon .. I saved money for us since I left yama3t floos 7agich to makes ur dreams come true see here's a ticket to france the place u wanted to go to nzoor effil tower and 7ajazt 4 days at disneyland hnack"
I saw the tickets 7ajaz for France, London, Thailand and Singapore.
Me :"wow ... are u serious?"
a7mad smiled his dimple smile.
a7mad :"ee 7ubi I am I'll make ur dreams come true ... all this times in amarica yama3t floos for u so we'd have the perfect honeymoon and I'd make you happy" Me :"awwww oh my gosh"
I teared a7mad came closer I smiled at him he placed his left hand on my cheeks then down my neck.
a7mad :"A7bich .."
he leaned over and touched my forehead with his forehead smiling his dimple smile at me I blushed.
Me :"I love you more" I held his hand and placed it in my left chest Me :"do you feel that?" a7mad :"ur heart?" Me :"yea .. it beats just for you" he stared at me with passion while touching my face then he came closer to my lips kissing them softly it lasted more then 2 minutes I backed away licking my lips and smiling he was closing his eyes he didn't back away. a7mad :"More ...." Me :"no .." I smiled a7mad :"more ..? plz ..." he was closing his eyes
I leaned over and he kissed me more and we got so into it, we backed away.
I smiled and said :"thank u so much a7mad wallah u have no idea how much this means to me" a7mad :"kiss me? as a thank u" Me :"hahahaha mako" a7mad :"akoo" Me :"makooo"
I punched him
a7mad :"a77 ana ba3ref shloon 6agatich t3awer chthy xD?" Me :"madri (a)" a7mad :"ta3ali" he smiled his dimple smile Me :"mabi"
I ran around his room then up his bed to the other side a7mad was on the other side of the bed.
a7mad :"ta3aalaay" Me :"maaaaaabi" I laughed a7mad jumped over the bed to my side and I screamed running away he grabbed my hand before I ran and warped his arms around my waste lifting me up in the air and I was laughing then he threw me in bed and got on top of me. Me :"waaaaaaa5er!! xD"
he held both of my hands holding them tight and pressing on the bed not making me move.
a7mad :"mako" Me :"waaaaaaaaaaa5errr"
he tickled my neck with his face I laughed hard
Me :"A7MAD ba6niiiiiiiiiiiii stop it please" a7mad :"mabi lama tt2asfain" Me :"maaaaaaabiiiiiiiiiii" a7mad :"kaifich t7malay"
I tried to move
a7mad :"haa haa haa shgelna mako 7araka"
I stopped moving and stared at him and he stared at me.
a7mad gave me his dimple smile while he was on top of me he touched my lips with his thumb a7mad :"your so beautiful" I blushed he came closer to kiss me again. Me :"chub mabi" a7mad :"entay elly chub ur mine"
I liked it when he said that I smiled and he gave me his dimple smile.
He kissed my lips again and it lasted longer than before I tried to move he wouldn't let me but I liked it so I kissed him back passionately he backed away while closing his eyes and I opened my eyes and bit my lips. Me :"a7bik" a7mad :"amoot feech"
he layed next to me in bed and stared at me we stared at eachother for a while we were so in love I just couldn't take my eyes off him.
then after a while we started talking about our lives I told him what happened when he left about college and my parents and he told me what happened in USA and what he did all these years.
I still live with my parents because we didn't finish making elsh8a at his house sawaina est8bal not 3irs cause I always wanted a simple party with close friends not alot of people it was perfect.
I left and went home I ran to my mom's room.
Me :"YUMAAAAAAA"
Mom "shno shno sh9ayer??"
Me :"AHHHHHH I have big news ..... Guess what?"
Mom :"allah yeg6a3 bleesich 5ara3teeni"
I laughed
Mom :"w ana 3indy big news"
Me :"you go first ?"
Mom :"La 7abeebti goolay"
Me :"oki oki :D " I was so excited
I handed my mom the tickets.
Me :"shofay a7mad is taking me to those places my dream place france and see Disneyland a place ana a7in 3alaich w oboy twadoony bss wala mara wadaitooni"
Mom :"allah yhaneekom enshallah w y5aleekom leba3'9 gooly ameen"
Me :"AMEEN"
"I can't believe mom said she wishes I'd be with the guy I love wow this is heaven"
I was so happy and excited.
Me :"eeeee shno bitgoolen ur turn?"
Mom :"ee ......ana"
Me :"ee?"
Mom :"ana ...."
Me :"GOOLAY"
Mom :"ana 7amel ..."
OMG
Omy 7amel?
Me :"yuma mn 9ijich???"
Mom :"Ee hach" she gave me some papers
Mom :"those are confirmation about my pregnancy"
Me :"AHHHHHHHHHHH I can't believe it"
I hugged my mom I was happy.
Me :"I can't believe it I'm gonna have a baby sister"
Mom :"shdarach yemken e9bay"
Me :"laaaa abi girl malait mn el9bayan kafi my brothers"
mom laughed I excused her then went upstairs to grab my phone in a hurry I called a7mad.
a7mad picked it up . . .
Me :"a7maaaaaaaaaaaaaad guess what?"
a7mad :"what what??"
Me :"omy 7amel!!"
a7mad :"3albaraka ... salmay 3alaiha w barky laha mni w enshallah elfal lena ;)"
Me :"chuuuuuuuub xD and enshallah I can't wait to have a baby sister"
a7mad :"ee enshallah"
after a7mad I called 3aysha
she picked it up . . .
3aysha :"alloo"
Me :"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"
3aysha :"way3aaa"
I laughed
Me :"guess what?"
3aysha :"what??"
Me :"my mom is pregnant"
3aysha :"7ELFAY?"
Me :"wallah xD"
3aysha :"mashallah mabrooook 3ad ana bolad w ehya ta7mil funny xD"
Me :"hehehe eeee gosh wanasa"
we talked for a while I was just soooo happy about the news and everything.
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2 weeks later me and a7mad were packing to travel the day after.
a7mad :"Ulla chthy el6ayara ra7 t6ee7 feena"
Me :"haaaay la tfawel ma 5athait wayd 3ad"
a7mad :"ee sure kel halmalabs mo wayd xD"
I punched his shoulder
a7mad poked me
a7mad :"3aib t6geeni"
Me :"whats the matter y3awrik doodoo? enta baby?"
a7mad :"-.- ana awareech"
he grabbed my legs and waste and lifted me up in the air turning me around in circles
Me :"A7MAD PUT ME DOWN rasy eftar"
a7mad :"mako 3ashan mara thanya ma tgoolen chthy"
Me :"raaaaaaaaaaasy eftar"
a7mad :"t2asfay"
Me :"FINE ana asfaaaaaa now put me down"
he threw me down on my bed then got on top of me.
Me :"I hate you"
a7mad :"I love u too xD"
he stared at me giving me his dimple smile I blushed.
he put his head on mine and rubbed his nose on mine
a7mad :"ur mine"
I giggled
Me :"ummmm" I blushed
a7mad :"oush"
Me :"mabi"
a7mad :"shhhhh"
Me :"ahh ur a jerk abi asawy el....."
He kissed me so I'd shut up I love it when he does that.
he backed away smiling.
I sighed and smiled back.
we're like so perfect for eachother its true we fight something but we also jock around like kids and play like babies and make jocks have fun and we truly passionately love eachother I loved that about us.
I told a7mad to drive me there when we arrived I saw 3aysha's mom waiting outside while wahab was inside with 3aysha in the delivery room, salamt 3ala 3aysha's mom and we waited till the doctor came out.
Doctor :"congratulations she's a baby girl"
I was so happy I hugged 5alty lulwa and we asked the doctor if we could go in he said its oki for little while then she needs some rest we went in and a7mad waited outside for me.
when I entered I saw wahab holding the baby girl and 3aysha laying in bed she looks so tired her mom hugged her and I smiled looking at her 3aysha smiled back she told wahab she wants to hold the baby and she did.
Me :"hey ... how are u feeling?"
3aysha :"ta3abana bss seeing my baby makes me feel better?"
Me :"aww shno samaitooha?"
3aysha looked at me and said :"I'm gonna name her {manal} ... because through my whole life I've never seen someone so strong and brave and beautiful in and out like manal I learned alot from her without her I wouldn't be the person who I am today wihtout her I wouldn't have been here today manal is my hero she always has been I love her"
I was tearing like hell when she said that I couldn't believe it she named her baby after me I was speechless I cried and hugged her with the baby in her hand she gave me manal to hold her.
Me :"hey manal ... ur lucky to have 3aysha as u mom"
I looked at 3aysha and smiled 3aysha smiled back I felt the baby hold my hand I looked at her she looked so much like 3aysha it was the perfect moment.
"she's so beautiful mashallah"
I sat with 3aysha for a little while then went to a7mad.
a7mad :"haa sh9ar?"
I smiled at him in a shock at the same time happy and excited and all feelings mixed together and when the baby held my hand I felt a tingly feeling inside me sho3or el2omoma and I loved it I imagined holding my own baby.
Me :"wow ... sob7an allah ... "
I told him everything and he was happy cuz I was happy I called mom and told her I called dad too everyone was excited and happy we had to go home and continue packing I was just so happy and excited I was jumping around the house and dancing and twirling a7mad saw me and he smiled.
a7mad :"5ala9 ro7ay estansay I'll pack ur things"
Me :"THANK YOU" I kissed his cheek and I jumped around and singing having fun it was the happiest moment ever a7mad enjoyed seeing me happy.
I saw him finished packing I jumped in his arms and hugged him
Me :"a7mad I'm so happy"
a7mad :"3asa doom wallah I'll make you happier enshallah"
A day pasted and it was time to go I hugged mom and dad and my brothers I even kissed my mom's belly for my lil sis or bro saying goodbye a7mad held our bags we went to our gate I looked at my family one last look they were all happy it meant the world to me seeing my family happy it was precious I saved that memory in my head I still remember and I will always remember it for as long as I live I waved and said goodbye me and a7mad left to our plane.
Dear Diary . . .
The moment I stepped into the plane when I had to go all I ever thought about was my family and my friends I remembered everyday of my life and there wasn't a day I spent without my family or seeing them, what I felt was that my family comes first gabil kel shay then love family is the most important thing a person can have with everything that happened in my life I had a family that took care of me no family is perfect we fight we argue, sometimes we say things we don't mean to eachother and sometimes we hurt one another, divorces happens, someone dies, others just leave without even saying goodbye but a family is a family once you came out from that family you'll always be apart of it and have that family in ur heart I'm thankful for that I pray everyday thanking god for giving me such wonderful family and amazing friends who taught me a lesson in life and made me stronger, when I left I had flashbacks from all my childhood memories and how I grew up and everything that happened in my life getting hurt feeling lost losing hope losing friends getting my heart broken and leaving, I smiled looking back while I was at the plan and I waved, it wasn't cause I was saying goodbye it was because I'm starting a new life and I will never forget my old one I'm starting a new life with a7mad my true love. a7mad took me to france and we visited the Effil tower then Disneyland where we had so much fun.
after that we had an adventure we traveled to so many places It had always been a dream of mine and he made it come true, he was the best thing that has ever been mine I'm so glad to have him in my life, once our trip was over we went back to kuwait, we worked things out about studying aboard I said yes we would have an adventure together I was happy about it before we left I moved in with a7mad and my mom wledat my baby sister she named her {'3azal} I was there when my mom delivered her my mom was in her 40's and that was bad because having a baby at that age wouldn't be healthy the doctors discovered a condition in my sister, her heart wasn't normal she couldn't breath and my mom was scared they wouldn't let me see her or my mom once they told mom the news they said she will not live if she didn't have a surgery a heart surgery .. and I was scared what could happen to my little sister I cried a whole night about that cause I was scared a7mad made me feel better after a while mom and dad gave up alot of things for my baby sisters heart surgery they left khalid and m7amad and went to travel to London in order to do the surgery I promised them I'd take care of my brothers they left for 2 months and I missed them dearly I was scared about what could happen to my sister and I needed my parents but thank god a7mad was here with me I got a call saying my sister was fine the heart surgery worked she'll live I swear at the moment I cried from how happy and relieved I was I talked to mom and she sounded happy and tired she didn't sleep the whole night and dad too they slept belmostahsfa I swear they're the best parents in the world they would do anything for us they would take a bullet and sacrifices their lives for us, when they came back to kuwait I ran belma6ar to hug my family and sister she didn't recognize me cause she was away for too long I hugged and said :"'3azal ana manal? I'm ur big sister do u remember me?" I pointed at myself she didn't at first then she smiled and said {ma mah} she calls me mah and I was so happy I hugged her and my parents we started crying belma6ar it was unbelievable but everything went well after that my sister began to recover and her heart was working better, and thorough all this tough time a7mad never left my side he was there for me even when I cried I truly loved him and he truly loved me sanadny w wogaf ma3ai this whole time ma hadni even when he had work he cancelled it for me cause I was too important I swear no person in my life made me feel this way I remembered everyday I spent with a7mad how I met him how I waited and how he knocked at my door for my hand in marriage just like he promised, when I was lost he was there to guide me through my tough times and when I was weak and needed someone to talk to he always listened and when I needed help he never said no .... it was a dream come true my fairytale finally came true and it began the day he married me, most of you might think this would be the perfect happy ending but to me its the perfect beginning .... I would travel all around the world to try to find someone like a7mad but I will never ever not a million years find someone like him.
Dear a7mad . . .
At that moment I knew I will never find someone like you.
"OH MY GOSH is this a dream :')" he smiled looking at me. Mom :"elsalam 3alaikom a7mad, manal u remember a7mad ur college classmate gabil?" Me :"yea .." a7mad :"wa3alaikom elsalam" Mom :"tfa'9al a7mad" he sat looking at me and I was shy cause this was like a dream come true I couldn't believe my eyes. "ahh someone pinch me is this real? wallah wallah please is this real" Mom :"manal!!!" Me :"hala yuma" I giggled Mom smiled she understood I liked him. I looked so silly and stupid cause I was giggling like an idiot and I was shy and wow it was all because mo gadra astaw3b who is infornt of me, I was speechless no words could describe how I felt I wasn't even sure if this was real. Mom :"so a7mad haa t5arajt? wela lal7een tadris?" a7mad smiled his dimple smile he was looking at me then he looked at my mom. a7mad :"la 5alty ana lal7eeni adris bara eb USA w bakamel and I was hoping manal could come with me" Mom :"well thats a choice she'll decide, tell me about urself?" a7mad kept talking and mom listening and I was just staring at him I wanted to hold him so badly give him a long hug for all these years he finally showed up, all these years I spent all nights crying for him and he finally showed up, he kept his promise and that was amazing the feeling I felt was incredible like you've been wishing for something all these years and finally ur wish came true best feeling in the world. Mom :"manal !!" Me :"what? na3am?" Mom smiled :"la tsr7een manal" Me :"hehe sorry" I talked to his mom and my dad came salam 3alaih he sat yamy and we all talked finally they said they'll leave and salamna 3alaihom and they left, I didn't want them to leave cause I wanted to talk to a7mad alone. when they left dad sat next to me. Dad :"adri manal ena you've been through this alot bss hathooly wallah 5oosh nas w 59oo9an oma refejat omich w t3arefha 3adil w 3ad shhadat elwalad 3alya yadris bara ana mara7 a'9'36 3alaich ya bnayti bss abeech tfakreen feeh 3adil l2na ana mn ziman abeech takamleen bara shahadat'hom 8aweya w 3ad kela eb edich I love you manal whatever you decide" I smiled shyly and I didn't say a word when dad kissed me and left mom looked at me, I smiled at her she noticed I was more shy then I ever was. Mom :"haa manal shitgoolen?" Me :"wow ... " I noded my head saying yes yes yes. My mom smiled and said :"I know" Me :"what how?" Mom :"I've seen the way you look at him manal w tathkreen salfat starbucks few years ago?" Me :"yea?" Mom :"kan ohwa belmostashfa nam 6ool elail 3ashanich ... wallah wa'97a" she smiled I looked at the ground giggling Mom :"manal I'm so proud of you for doing the right thing I really am w ana mo m3a9ba enich t3araftay 3alaih aw ay shay bss the fact that you gave him up for me wallah I couldn't be more proud of you a7bich manal" I was so touched that I was almost about to tear. Me :"w ana a7bich yuma ur the best mom any girl could have and anyone could have, you mean the world to me mom I love you" Mom hugged me and I hugged her back I no longer feel a gap in my heart I no longer feel something missing everything was perfect for me. I ran to my room smiling then I closed the door and screamed I was sooooooooooooooo happy. "OH MY GOSH is this for real? wallah mo gadra astaw3ib shay" I was shaking looking at myself in the mirror then I jumped and smiled and looked at my hands they were shaking my body had goosbumps and I felt like screaming at the top of my lungs. I put the pillow in my face and screamed out loud then I fell in my bed laughing and giggling I felt my phone vibrate I unlocked it while smiling. I saw a whatsapp text from a weird number and it said {I love you so much I'm sorry for leaving like that I made a promise to you and I kept my promise a7bich manal elfalni please marry me and be my wife ? } I teared then I started crying I couldn't believe it. I replied :"I hate you for leaving like that but I've missed u so freakin much you have no idea how much I'm crying right now" A7mad :"baby don't cry I'll explain when I see you I promise I'll make it up to you for the rest of my life" "ahhhhhhh .. this is a dream the best dream I ever had" that day was the most incredible surprised day I ever had I never felt so good in my life like how I felt that day, all I wanted to do was hug him. since I said yes to a7mad's proposal we made a date for elmelcha it was after 1 months I wanted to see him so bad and hug him but we didn't get the chance to talk in person yet so I waited more and to get ready for elmelcha I had go out and buy clothes stuff I needed and more, I told 3aysha about a7mad she was so happy for me I called her as soon as I agreed to marry a7mad. it was saturday night I called 3aysha she picked it up . . . Me :"alloo 3awash lets go out tonight pleaaaaaaaaaaaaase" 3aysha :"besmallah ma gelt shay wala salam xD ne6ray nass ysalmoon awal shay" Me :"salam enzain shitgoleen?" 3aysha :"kaaaaak xD enzain madri as2al wahab w agool lich" Me :"s2ly al7een" 3aysha :"waait" 3aysha went and asked her husband 3aysha :"back elmohem gal oki bss arid mbacher so we gotta shop fast" Me :"oki ana balbis amrich ana?" 3aysha :"oki ana al7een atzahab" she closed the phone and I wore anything I could find fast a jeans and a top with a jacket I got out and drove my infiniti car, yes I took my license one and half year ago when I arrived to 3aysha's house she was a slow walker cause she's pregnant. Me :"omg mn zimaaaaaan ma sheftich MAAAN ur huuuuge!!! :O" 3aysha laughed. 3aysha :"chub its the baby not me" Me :"Awwwwwwww mini 3awash soooo cuuutee!!" we laughed then I took us to avnuse to shop. we went to many different stores including lingerie stores. 3aysha :"WOW look at that manoool" Me :"what where?" I turned around and I saw it the perfect lingerie, it was a bunny one and had bunny ears and a tale soooooooooooooo cuuuuuuuuuteeee I'm crazy about these stuff. Me :"woooooooooooow lazim ashtreeh" 3aysha :"ik xD" anyways we bought a bunch of clothes and sets and everything i had to carry everything cause 3aysha couldn't finally I drove took her home thanked her for everything and I went home when I arrived I went to my room with the stuff I bought and I had a thought about a7mad I wanna talk to him so I held my phone I wanted to text him, but I backed away cause I had to wait till I actually see him again. finally it was melchty the day where I'll finally see him again and talk and go out alooooone I wore my mom's dress the one I saw the day he came bya56bni. I was so excited about seeing a7mad and elmelcha it was amazing I got ready went to 9aloon made my hair and make up and everything when all the papers were done dad called mom and told her its offical .... a7mad MARRIED ME!! when I heard that I swear I wanted to hug and kiss everyone around me it was so amazing that I wanted to cry from how happy I was everyone started ybarkoon and everything till it was midnight a7mad wanted to take me out with him alone I was wearing a jeans and bayj and light pink top with bayj high heels. when he arrived I got so nervous mom said :"becareful 7abeebti and allah ywafgich ma3ah tabeen ay shay u call me" I hugged her tight and took my bag and went outside to a7mad's car when I opened the door I saw him wearing a dishdasha, and he looked sooooooo hot and cute and everything I loved his saksoka he gave me his dimple smile and I smiled back. I sat and he was looking at me and I was looking at my shoes shy cuz mo m9adga. a7mad :"a7bich" I looked at him and punched his shoulder. a7mad :"a77777 what was that for xD?" Me :"that was for being away for 2 years without telling me where you've been" a7mad :"still the same old manal" he smiled I looked at him and my eyes began to water up I almost teared Me :"you jerk I missed you so much that I cried almost everyday .. ahh" I looked away a7mad took his seat belts off and held my hand he looked into my eyes. a7mad :"a7bich amoot feech you're my wife now" he smiled his dimple smile "wait I'm his wife" "OMG I'M HIS WIFE!!!"
I hugged him and he hugged me back we drove to the sea our usual place we walked till the chair and sat.
Me :"wow after 2 years you showed up???"
a7mad :"you wanna know why Ieft ?"
Me :"yea?"
a7mad :"I left because you told me come for me after two year and we shouldn't talk to eachother I know you cared about your mom so much that you let me go for her w lama sheft halshay mnich wallah it touched me, not in a bad way it made me see who you really were 7a6aity omich 3ala rasich w awal ehtmamich and that is such a beautiful wonderful thing you did when I saw that in you I knew you were a girl that was hard to find wallah ahlich rabooch a7san tarbeya and not only ur mom is proud of you but I'm proud of you as well you showed me courage, hope, faith and honesty in you I loved that about you I swear I have never met anyone like you in my life and the reason why I left its cuz I knew you were doing the right thing for ur mom but the thing is it caused me so much pain that I can't stand going anywhere le2ana bkel zawya belkuwaiit tthakerny feech w adam3 3ad ana kilsh mo 9oob halshay 7eta lama 6ala3t ma3a rab3y wallah re7na elba7ar nel3ab parkour t'thakartich w dama3t 3abdullah shafny gal shfeek gelt lah la 3ainy 7argatny mn ziman w chthy .. bss ma gedart a6la3 ma3ahom wala shay gelt I have to go 3ashanich le2ana etha shiftich ma a'9min lich ena mara7 akalmich I couldn't resist you thats why I had to leave and the best thing was adris bara not just for me I did it for u so we'd have a better future all I thought about was you manal you never left my head I always loved you and I always will .."
"wow ... I didn't know"
Me :"oh my gosh .. really a7mad?"
a7mad :"yea .. wallah everything I told you 2 years ago I meant it ana a7bich mn kel galbi and I didn't stop loving you those whole years I never did ... you mean everything to me everything I do right now is becasue of you I swear I never stopped loving you this whole time"
I started crying he placed his hands on my face wiping my tears
a7mad :"a7bich manal elflani I've loved you for a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more"
I kept tearing cause I waited so long to hear those words I couldn't believe it.
a7mad :"manal .. ur mine t3arfeen shno mine? ur my wife morty 7abeebti zojty methel ma wa3adtich" he smiled his dimple smile.
I was silent speechless and tearing
he wiped them away
a7mad :"manal shfeech sakta ..... don't cry I thought u'd be happy"
Me :"ahh its not that ... I can't believe it wallah mo dash eb 3agly is this really happening? are you telling me the truth?"
a7mad :"wallah kel 7aref I told you right now I meant it"
Me :"a7mad"
a7mad :"3yoon a7mad"
Me :"I love you more than I loved anyone in this world so so so much ... I missed you like hell w al7een ga3da arjef"
a7mad :"haha come here"
he wraped his arms around me hugging me making me cool down and calm.
"ahhh his arms again oh my gosh babchyyy"
I hugged him back
a7mad :"manal fa8a9teeny"
Me :"loooool I can't help it you're finally here!!!"
a7mad :"hug yuba hug I'm yours"
"I can't believe he just said I'm yours WOW"
for a while we kept hugging staring at the beautiful see at night we were enjoying eachothers arms it was the best feeling.
a7mad held my hand and I held his hand he looked me in the eyes and i looked at him back smiling I saw his dimple smile I couldn't resis him he looked so cute and handsome he placed his hand on my chin holding it saying.
a7mad :"you're so beautiful"
I blushed
a7mad slided his hand through my hair then down my neck he leaned over my heart beats began to beat faster.
Me :"umm a7mad?"
a7mad :"oush"
Me :"ahh .."
a7mad :"oush" he smiled
Me :"mabi"
a7mad :"chub ur mine entay 7alaly"
I blushed
he came closer and closer and closer till I felt his hot breath on my cheek he came closer to my lips he placed his hand through my hair holding my head grabbing and pullling me closer to his lips I was so nervous I didn't know what to do, slowly I went with it and closed my eyes and he closed his he kissed my lips gently then he backed away I grabbed his head and I pulled him back and I kissed him more we got so into it, it was our first kiss it was the best first kiss in the world.
a7mad and I backed away slowly opening our eyes he looked at me and I looked at him.
Me :"wow"
him :"wow"
I blushed and he smiled.
Me :"you have lip gloss all over your ur lips" I giggled
a7mad :"oh .." he tried to wipe them
Me :"wait .. let me"
I placed my hand on his face and my thumb on his lips wiping the gloss from his lips he was staring at me.
a7mad :"a7bich"
Me :"oush"
a7mad :"a7bich"
Me :"stop it" I blushed
a7mad :"a7bich"
Me :"w ana amoot feek"
a7mad :"a7bich"
I laughed and he laughed we had such a great time especially that kiss WOW.
we spent all night staying up watching the sun rise it was so romantic and beautiful a7mad even brought a blanket incase I got cold gosh I love him so much.
that was the best night of MY LIFE, never ever ever did I picture it would end up this way ...
Dear Diary . . . Its the first time I wrote in my Diary book in along time and I'm starting to write again because alot of things happened in my life these past years, I've loved and I've lost I've made mistakes and I got to know new people and make some new friends, everything changed in my life and that includes everyone in it ... My mom and dad got divorced and it broke our family apart I never knew what its like to have a broken family till that happened I experienced things and feelings I never felt or did before, I've cried like I never cried before and the pain that divorce caused me was not even close to what it caused to my mom things were hard on her and I learned to stay strong for her and me and our family I gave up the love of my life {a7mad} for my family cause I know without my family I'm nothing, I tried hard for everything and everyone and finally it actually led to something good which made me proud of myself, its been 11 months since mom and dad Remarried again I've never felt so happy about that cause I knew I helped put my family back together and that made me believe I can do anything I set my mind to, it was amazing how we felt after the marrige I got my old life back but surely it won't be the same, I faught hard for what I believed in and I never gave up or lost hope till at some point I did, my best friend 3aysha reminded me and I'm greatful for having her around I wouldn't be here if she didn't, she's married to wahab her dream guy her fairytale came true and now she's 6 months pregnant which is something I didn't believe at first cause she didn't finish college but she was happy about it and so was I, things worked out for the better for all of us but there was a gap in my heart and in my life a gap that needs to be filled a gap that no one can fill it except for a7mad Its been 2 years since I left him and he left me, we never became a couple we just let out our feelings to eachother we never had the chance to be with eachother, and that hurt both of us and made us suffer and I wondered were we meant to be or not cause I still remember what jasim said 2 and half years ago . . . { you see what I found out is that allah ma ketab lena ndoom when u wanted to go to AUM with me even tho u got like 90% and up thats impossible ma 8blooch bss 5eera le2na re7tay 6b and there you found a7mad you both truly belong together allah kateb lokom you meet thats why you both have a special thing me and you never had and thats why you keep meeting him 9edfa ... }, I remember .. was jasim right about what he said were we meant to be or not if yes then how come after 2 years he didn't show or come back how come for 2 years he didn't ask about me to know how I was doing and how come for 2 years he moved on without me? it was something I think about everyday laih yomy hatha, alot of guys came for my hand in marrige ya56booni but to every guy who entered in my house I refused because I still had hope that someday he'll come someday he'll knock at my door asking to marry me just like he promised I never lost hope I never gave up cause the love I had for him was real it was true I waited and waited and waited and I'm still gonna wait because I know I will never find someone like him no matter who comes 3ashan ya56bni he will never be a7mad the guy I fell for the guy who was there for me through all my hard times and helped me and saved me he saved my life and I will never repay him for what he has done, 2 years I waited for a7mad to come but he didn't show deep in my heart it killed me because I waited for 2 years for him I rejected every guy for him I never loved any guy but him and I wondered did he ? did he love another did he get married ? did he move on and forgot about me, that was something I had to deal with eveyday of my life, but I will never give on him just like he once never gave up on me I love him and I will always love him I believe we were meant to be and I hope I'm right. "manal '3ada" mom shouted. I looked at my dairy before I left and said :"en allah ketab enshallah I'll be waiting ..." Me :"enshallah yuma ne6ray shway" I shouted at my mom. I closed the book and hid it in my secret box and went downstairs. dad :"wainich manal?" Me :"oh I had some college stuff that needs to be done" dad :"3ayfa 3ala bnayti allah ywafgich I can't believe its been 3 years and half since u graduated from high school .." Me :"hehe yea me niether dad" we all gathered and ate lunch together it was saturday afternoon. m7amad :"yuba ana rab3y 3azmeena ma3ahom aroo7 el5iaran 3adi aroo7?" dad :"wallah madri a5af t6awil ma trid elly n9 elail shda3wa ma sawait'ha 3ad" m7amad :"la yuba enshallah arid 11 pm w mo broo7y ra7 akoon hnak ma3a ahalhom ..." dad :"5ala9 oki twakal 3ala allah" m7amad :"mashkoor yuba 3ad ana kobart 16 mo yahil" he smiled Me :"lal7een yahil" ma7mad :"entay elyahil" Me :"I'm 20 u dweep" m7mad :"3ayooz" Me :"baby" dad :"baskom eklaw eklaw kela hwash" we all laughed it was like old times. when we were done eating lunch my mom called me. Me :"hala yuma?" mom :"7abeebti manal, wa7d ...." Me :"ahh ... mom cham mara agool mabi ashoof ay wa7d I don't wanna get married or engaged till I finish college" Mom :"enzain bss sm3eeny?" Me :"okay" Mom :"oma w ohwa beyoon 3ogob bacher 3ad oma refejty w 3azeeza 3alai please at least consider it?" Me :"whats his name?" Mom :"galat ly oma ma agool shay lama tt8abloon" Me :"then I don't wanna see him" Mom :"manal 3ashani it would mean so much to me? please?" my mom gave me her innocent smile and puppy eyes begging me and I just couldn't say no. Me :"fine fine" mom kissed me :"7abeebti mashkoora" Me :"I know I know u love me" mom laughed :"more than u'll ever know" I hugged her and she hugged me back. I went back to my room and I was thinking to myself. "will he ever come for me? will he ever appear again was he real or just an illusion or just a thought or a dream in my head" everytime my mom talks to me about a guy yabi ya56bni I think about a7mad, I'm waiting for my mom to say his name so I'd say yes immediately, will it be him this time I despretly hoping its him but like usual It won't be him. 3aysha called me I picked up my phone . . . Me :"alloo" 3aysha :"hey manal" Me :"baaaih m'3abra ..wainich?" 3aysha :"hahaha kani I was so busy and tiiiired w '6ahry metkaser 7aail t5ayly 7eta mashyety 3ooya" Me :"kaaaaaaak xD ee ba3ad 7amel shtabeen ma7ad galich ta7mleen" 3aysha :"shasawy allah katib" Me :"yea allah ysahelha 3alaich" 3aysha :"thank u w allah y9abrich..... I love u manal" Me :"allah kareem I love u too 3awash" ................................. the day came when I had to get ready. Mom :"manaaaaaaaaal laish ma lebastay al7een byo9loon elnass?" Me :"madri al7een albis" Mom :"yalaaa bser3aaaa" I laughed Mom :"waaaaaaaai ya broodich" I giggled Me :"oki oki" I got up and wore cause I wasn't in the mood and I only agreed for my mom. while I was searching for a dress to wear I grabbed a hanger and it fell alot of clothes fell with it, I suddnely looked at my back closet I found a dress I haven't seen before It wasn't mine it was so beautiful I wondered who was it for I called my mom and I asked her. Me :"yuma hatha mo mally mal mno?" Mom :"7abeebti hatha kan mally .. It was very special to me cause I wore it yoom 3irsy lama tzawajt oboch" Me :"omg wow ... why didn't u show it to me?" Mom :"wallah madri I forgot it was even there" Me :"I love it, its so beautiful" the dress was amazing it was white and gold it had glittary white infront and it was amazing. Me :"I wish I can wear it someday" Mom :"enshallah 7abeebti when the time comes u will its for you" Me :"mn 9ijich yuma?" Mom :"ee 7abeebti 7agich" I hugged her Me :"Awwww thaank u its amazing" Mom :"enzain yala lebsay al7een yo9loon" Me :"oh oki oki" I giggled. I found a cute rainbow dress it wasn't a rainbow just the colors mixed it was beautiful anyways I wore it I applied some make up and pink lip gloss I waved my hair and I went down stairs the mother of her son was here her son was outside parking his car. ana nezalt and I saw her the women I remember seeing her before... " I know her I saw her almost 3 years ago who is she? I can't rememeber" I came closer and I smiled at her. The women :"elsalam 3alaikom tabark elra7man mashallah manal kobartay t'3ayartay shway 9ayra jameela" that voice I remember I had flashback's
my mom's friend told me :"enty manal?" me :"ee" and smiled her :"mashallah jameela allah y7af'6ich" I giggled me :"mashkoora 5alty" her :"so enty al7een met5arja?" me :"ee" her :"wain 8blooch?" me :"KU 6b" her :"mashallah ma3a weldi ohwa met5arj halsena"
