A7mad's side :
I can't stop thinking about her ... I must do what jasim told me I hope he's right about this I just don't wanna lose her I ..... I love her.
I went out to find a gift for manal her birthday is after tomorrow I have to find something perfect for her.
I went to many different stores I haven't found anything I got so bored till I saw a perfect store I went it and grabbed the perfect gift for manal.
"I really hope she likes it"
Manal's side :
I can't believe just two days till my birthday I'M SO EXCITED.
I started jumping alot till I hit my desk and a box fell on the floor shattering all the papers that were in it .. it was my secret box.
I stopped jumping and sat on the floor holding the papers to put them back in the box ... when suddenly I saw a letter that jasim gave me before ... I opened it and read this sentence
"you have the best personalty I always have believed that ur heart perfectly matches mine and we have alot in commen, ..... "
then I read
"I really felt you're the one, ur simply the girl of my dreams"
I read the second page.
"I never loved anyone as much as I love you, I slept with a smile on my face and woke up with a smile on my face becasue of you <3, I remember when I first saw you **\*\20** belmo5ayam I was so speechless when I first layed my eyes on you, and that day was the best day that happened in my life. there's no one like you, ur 1 in a million I know I'll never find a girl like you, you stole my heart and I never want it back I wanna be with you no one ales but you manal and all I wanna see is you happy I Love you forever ..."
I teared
I rememberd everything that was in that letter the feeling came back I remember how I loved him and how he loved me I rememebrd evey single day we had together I didn't feel how my eyes watered up and everything was blurry I blinked and tears fell down from both of my eyes on the paper then I looked at it and I hugged it.
"I miss you, why did this have to happen why can't I just forget you I still love you jasim I still do"
I cried
I heard my phone vibrate it was a text from a7mad.
a7mad :"hey beautiful what are you doin"
I looked at the phone everything was blurry I cried while I held the phone ..
"why you why not him...why can't jasim just leave her and stay with me why did this have to happen to us"
I replied :"just sitting"
a7mad :"can I come and sit next to you?"
I left the phone and closed the letter and put it back to the box I closed the box and put it back to where it was.
I rememeberd after a week it was me and jasim's anniversary for 1 whole year...
I went to the bathroom and washed my face I came back held the phone and saw ..
a7mad :"manal? are u there?"
I replied late :"ummm yea hey"
a7mad :"shfeech"
Me :"ma feeny shay"
a7mad :"are you sure?"
Me :"yea ...I'm just doin some stuff"
a7mad :"like what?"
Me :"some stuff .."
a7mad :"tell me"
Me :"reading papers w chthy"
a7mad :"what papers?"
Me :"5ala9 drop it.."
a7mad :"9ar shay is there something ur not telling me?"
Me :"nooooo I have to go bye"
I left a7mad wondring why was I acting that way I felt bad.
I put me headphones on and played "A Little Too Not Over You" by david archuleta ..
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
I started to sing and let how I felt with this song I got carried away
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you
Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard
I sang my heart out and I calmed down I felt better ..
after I calmed down and wasn't feel that much pain anymore I came back and texted a7mad.
Me :"a7mad?"
a7mad :"hala?"
Me :"ummm I'm sorry I left like that I was just feeling emotionaly and yea"
a7mad :"laish what happened you can tell me anything manal"
Me :"well .... I read a letter jasim gave me"
a7mad :"oh so u rememebred and t'9ayagtay?"
Me :"yea"
a7mad :"yea its okay ......."
he kept talking trying to make me feel better and forget but I didn't jasim was still on my mind suddenly a7mad said ..
"can I call you?"
Me :"ummm no"
a7mad :"why not?"
Me :"bss I don't feel like talking"
a7mad :"yala 3ad pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaase"
Me :"nope"
a7mad :"pleaaaaaaaaaaaaase pleaaaaaaaaaaaase pleaaaaaaaaaase 3ashany ana"
Me :"mabi"
a7mad :"tabeen"
Me :"mabi"
a7mad :"tabeeeeeeeeeeeeen"
Me :"mabi chub"
a7mad :"ana abi yala badig ya wailich en ma radaity"
I laugehd.
he called I saw the phone ringing I looked at it smiling then I laughed I didn't answer I was laughing.
it stopped ringing.
a7mad :"MANOOOOOL etha shefttich bacher 9adgeeny box :)"
Me :"LOOOOOOOOL that was fun xD I'm sowy (a)"
a7mad :"t'97keen haa"
I laughed again.
Me :"okay call"
he called again I pressed the green button and answered.
a7mad :"Aloo"
I giggled.
a7mad :"t'97keen haa"
I laugehd loud
a7mad :"7alat hal'9a7ka"
I blushed.
Me :"ummmm"
a7mad :"shloonich"
Me :"good good you"
a7mad :"tamam damich good"
a7mad :"manal ..."
Me :"hala?"
a7mad :"..... ummm .... I really like you"
Me :"I really like you too"
"where is he going with this?"
a7mad's side :
"I LOVE HER abii agoool laha uffffff"
Me :"......ummmm....I really like you"
"stupid stupid 7amood fich mo5ik!!"
manal :"I really like you too .."
manal :"a7mad I should go now"
Me :"haaaaaaaay la mara7 tro7een"
manal :"laish?"
Me :"bss ana abeech tg3deen ma3ai more please?"
manal :"okay bss shwaya"
"I love you manal .... I LOVE YOU"
Me :"thank you"
manal :"so what are you doing"
"thinking about you"
Me :"umm nothing u?'
Manal's side :
"thinking about jasim and the past also thinking about you"
Me :"nothing too"
a7mad :"manal what would you do if you liked someone like a crush?"
Me :"ummm well I'd stalk him for sure lool ;p and I'd get to know him"
a7mad :"what if you liked someone that likes another girl"
Me :"oh I'd defenatly get jealous and try to make him like me more I'm really a jealous type"
thats when a7mad had the idea.
we kept talking for 1 hour I had to go I closed the phone cause it was getting late I slept and woke up to my annoying alarm clock.
I opened the window and it was super cold outside it was offically winter I wore a white pullover and blue skinny jeans with Toms shoe I made a bun and applied some soft make up I saw my calender...
"OH MY GOOOOOSH my birthday is tomorrow" I was soooooooooo hyper and happy I had no idea why
I held my bag and went to college when I arrived I unlocked my phone to see that 3aysha sent on twitter.
"TONIGHT MY BABY'S BIRTHDAY @Manool222"
I was so happy and smiley I replied to her and almost alot of people said that except a7mad.
"oh shit I didn't tell him it was my birthday .."
I felt sad a little why couldn't I remember to tell him.
I went to my class I saw a7mad from a distance he smiled his dimple smile at me I smiled back when class was over he came to me.
a7mad :"hey manool"
Me :"umm hey"
I smiled and he smiled back.
"he's so handsome"
a7mad's side :
"She's so beautiful"
manal's side :
"I really like him"
a7mad's side :
"I love her"
manal's side :
Me :"ummm so .."
a7mad :"so ..?"
we laughed
a7mad :"TONIGHT is very special to me"
Me :"oh why?"
a7mad :"cause its my best friends birthday Manoolty"
I blushed
I was surprised I didn't tell him about my birthday how did he know?
Me :"umm but a7mad how did you know?"
a7mad :"oh .. aaa... "
I could see he was chocking he didn't know what to say it looked like he had something to hide.
Me :"ee?"
a7mad's side :
"OH SHIT shagoooool laha al7een?? I can't tell her the truth"
Me :"ummm ee aaa I logged in twitter el9b7 w sheft elkel katib tonight manool w 3araft"
manal :"oh .. yea okay" she smiled
"uffffffff ashwa! she can never know the truth it'll ruin everything"
manal's side :
Me :"I should go now a7mad"
a7mad :"ged3day"
Me :"I have a class now"
a7mad :"abeech tg3deen :("
Me :"hehe seeeee u" I smiled while leaving..
I went home that day and sat with mom telling her about my day and how excited I am about my birthday.
I sat in the living room then I went to my room at 11 pm ..
when the clocked hit 12:00 am
I had loads of mentions BBM whatsapp I was soooooo happy.
I the first mention whatsapp BBM kel shay was 3aysha.
3aysha :"kel 3am w 7abeebti manoolty b5air w 3ogbal 1000 sena HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU" and she wrote much more gosh I loved her so much.
I checked all my mentions.
PK7amood :
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY @Manool222 wishing you the best birthday eveeeeeeeer love u kel 3am w entay b5air"
I smiled
I scrolled down
Nora :
"Happy birthday 7ayati wishing you a sweer 18 enjoy ;*"
'3alya :
"have an awesome birthday monmon its your day happy birthday"
I was so happy and excited with the mentions
I scrolled down
JJx4 :
"Happy birthday beautiful I hope what you wished for comes true and you'd be happy with someone who deserves you"
who's he?
and why did he say that what did he meant by that I checked his profile 1 following and it was me followers non ... tweets 3 one was 3 weeks ago it was ..
"I stopped living the day I let you go .."
second tweet was 8 days ago...
"I'm dead without you"
the 3rth was wishing me a happy birthday.
OMG ....
NO ...
it can't be!!!!
I mentioned him :"who are you?"
he replied :"an old friend -J"
my phone slipped from my hands I couldn't believe its ... its ... its ..
its him ... its jasim.

AWWWWWCH !!! OK..... NEWWWW poosssst pllss
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