jasim's side :
"laish 5alait'ha tshoofny why !! she wasn't supposed to see me this will ruin the plan but I had to help her I couldn't stand seeing the guys yet7arshoon feeha"
manal :"ahh ..... jasim?"
Me :"manal"
she fainted and before she fell on the floor I catched her.
I shouted for 3aysha to come 3aysah came running.
3aysha :"JASIM?? what are you doing here?? OMG manal shfeeha?"
Me :"3awash help me take manal to ur car open it"
3aysah :"okai okia"
she ran and opened her car I carried manal in my arms ..
I layed her down in 3aysha's car ... 3aysah started crying.
Me :"3aysha la tabcheen bss '3ashat ma feeha shay"
I held her head and looked at her face I miss her so freaking much.
Me :"3awash 3indich 3a9eer may ay shay?"
3aysha :"Ee hack"
I poured juice down manal's throat and lifted her head up.
I tapped her face so she wakes up.
Me :"Manal?? Manal?? Baby wake up?"
She didn't open her eyes.
I poured more juice and tapped her cheeks.
Me :"7abeebti manal goomay!! Please"
I got scared why isn't she waking up?
Slowly I saw her cough and slowly opening her eyes... I saw her I felt relieved I looked at 3aysha, 3aysha looked at me and I left running 3aysha understood the look.
I had to go before manal see's me she can't She shouldn't see me at all.
I left while I wanted to hold her one more time her touch her smell her eyes I miss her I miss her so much, I put the cap on and went home before anyone notices me.
Manal's side :
Me :"ahh my head!! Sh9ar?"
I looked at 3aysha I was in 3aysha's car
Me :"why am I in ur car? When did I come here"
Seems like I don't remember what excatly Happened before I fainted.
3aysha :"aaa ... Manal? Do u feel okai?"
Me :"yea I'm fine ..sh9ar 3awash?"
3aysha :"ashwa .. Ummm you were walking with me w madri sh9ar feech chan t'3shain"
Me :"are you sure cause I don't think that happened!"
3aysha :"so you remember?"
Me :"no ... Not really I just remember Seeing stars and blurry images oh and a fight bain shabab and a guy saved us w bss ............ Wait a minute I remember I wanted to thank a guy who saved us I think I saw him and I wanted to go and thank him Then ......."
3aysha :"then?"
Me :"I can't remember.."
3aysha felt good that i didn't remember she didn't wanna explain cause she knows jasim wasn't planning for me to see him she hid the truth from me.
3aysha :"yea bss lama kena netmasha to the car 67tay"
Me :"okay"
I went home soooo tried and exhausted it was a looong day I was happy at first then I was not sure of things It was a day FULL of surprises First a7mad and the surprise he put together then the kiss then mom then 3aysha then a fight then that mysterious guy who helped me.... It was a Long weird day for my birthday .. just when I thought a Surprise was over and new one comes.
I slept that day and had a dream...
I was walking and I saw him the guy who saved us I went closer and closer.
Me :"low sama7at?"
He didn't turn around.
Me :"ummm I just wanna know who to thank for helping us"
Him :"no problem don't thank me Just go home.."
I wanted to know who was he I grabbed his pullover cap and pulled it down..
He turned around I can't see well .. I think I know him.
I woke up from my dream..
"Why couldn't he show me his face? Did he have something to hide, something happened I knew something happened but I can't remember..."
I couldn't remember his face but I knew something happened how did I end up in 3aysha's car there's no way 3aysha could of carried me all the way to her car someone helped her but who?
I went back to sleep.
3aysha's side :
I woke in the morning wondering why was jasim there why was he hiding and why did he ran away before manal gained conscience.
I washed up sat in the living room holding my phone I BBM'ed jasim.
Me :"jasim??"
He didn't reply.
Me :"jasim I know you can see this can u please talk to me as soon as u receive this"
Its a been an hour since I sent him that Text he didn't reply.
I dialed his number.
It was ringing...
....
....
....
....
He didn't answer.
I called again.
He answered.
Me :"aloo"
Jasim :"hala"
I heard his voice it wasn't like he used to sound .. It felt so rough and his voice was so tried almost gone.
Me :"jasim? Are you okay?"
Jasim :"yea I'm fine"
He sounded so down.
Me :"ummmm why is your voice like that"
Jasim :"Ma namet belail"
Me :"why?"
Jasim :"I couldn't sleep .. Enzain gooly why are you calling me ?"
Me :"umm b59oo9 ams ... Manal ma tt'thakar she saw you"
Jasim :"good"
Me :"but why don't you want her to remember? And why did u ran away?"
Jasim :"shay 5a9 feeny, la ttda5lain"
Me :"I deserve to know jasim and manal does don't you think so?"
Jasim :"no"
Me :"enzain gool ly sh9ar what happened between you and her I wasn't supposed to talk to you about it cause manal told me don't but I'm asking you cause I wanna know?"
Jasim :"nothing happened I don't love her anymore I have a new girlfriend"
"Ouch laish ygool chthy ma a9adg thats my cousin jasim he changed..."
Me :"so are you happy with ur new GF?"
He was silent for few seconds.
Jasim :"yea .. Yea I am"
His voice didn't feel like he was happy.
Me :"jasim ... Tell me the truth"
Jasim :"the Truth is I DON'T love manal I don't wanna be with her I don't wanna talk about it I have to go"
Me :"then why did u save her ams from the guys why did u follow her around ?? Haa??"
Jasim :"BYE"
He closed the phone on my face.
I knew something was up jasim was lying to me.
Manal's side :
I woke up in the morning the weather was great I took a hot steamy shower it relaxed me.. When I was done I calmed my hair and straightened it.
I went down stairs and checked my phone.
I found that a7mad left me a text saying.
A7mad :"Good morning beautiful"
I didn't feel like replying him cause of what Happened Yesterday but I have to.
Me :"good morning"
A7mad :"hey, how are u today?"
Me :"I'm good u?"
A7mad :"I'm good damich good ;*"
Me :"thanx"
A7mad :"np ;**"
I was silent I didn't feel like talking.
A7mad :"manal?"
Me :"yea?"
A7mad :"I'm sorry about what happened ams manal I didn't mean to do that"
Me :"its okay"
A7mad :"no its not I'm really sorry I'll make it up to u I promise"
We chatted for a while things were okay.
I suddenly remembered jasim He crossed my mind.
"There's something about him I can't seem to remember.."
A7mad :"so what are you thinking about"
Me :"ummmm nothing" I lied
A7mad :"mo ma38ola nothing ;p"
Me :"about someone"
A7mad :"oh who's that lucky person?"
Me :"lets not talk about that.."
A7mad :"tell me"
Me :"no one"
A7mad :"lier goolay"
Me :"mabi 5ala9 6af ... "
A7mad :"mo 6af tell me"
Me :"don't push it A7mad"
A7mad :"okay fine 3ala ra7tich"
I was silent.
A7mad :"manal .. Can I tell you something friend to a friend ?"
Me :"sure?"
A7mad :"There's this girl I like but I'm afraid to tell her how I feel"
Me :"oh really who is she?"
I had a feeling he was talking about me wow!
A7mad :"I can't tell you who she is but she goes to our college"
Me :"loool 9ij tell me mno ?"
A7mad :"haha many gayel"
Me :"pleaaaaase who is she??"
A7mad :"nope mara7 agool... Bss I need ur help how can I get her to like me like i like her"
I smiled while texting him.
Me :"maybe she likes you already.."
A7mad :"do you think so?"
Me :"yea..."
A7mad :"wow I really really like her .."
Me :"a7mad please tell me who is she????"
A7mad :"okai okai I'll tell you its .....
Nora"
What?
Nora?
My college classmate no way..
Wow I didn't expect that at all.
Me :"oh .. Nora my friend?"
A7mad :"yea I had a crush on her mn ziman bss ma gelt 7ag a7ad or her I really like her tell me what to do so she likes me back?"
Suddenly I felt pain in my chest I was shocked and hurt I had no idea why I was in pain.
"Nora? My friend nora he likes? Why her"
I hated the way he wrote her name and talked about her I was angry and pissed I don't want him to like her I just don't.
Was I jealous of nora? Was she a threat to me..
A7mad :"so shasawy manal? Help me?"
I got angry I squeezed the phone and bit my lip ...
I slowly realized what I was doing.
"Omg ... why am I acting this way chill manal its nothing its just a7mad wanting to tell ur friend how he feels ..... oh my gosh am I jealous?"
Me :"ummm sure I'll help you"
a7mad :"great thaaaaaaaaaaanx alot manal"
Me :"np"
a7mad :"you okay?"
Me :"yup"
a7mad :"u sure is there something wrong you can tell me anything?"
Me :"nope mako shay yala ttyl"
I left
I can't believe I hate how he said her name how he likes her how he needs me to help him hook up with her this is just too much for me I was upset.
after few hours I told mom I wanted to go out to 3aysha's it was friday she approved so i went upstairs wore my blue skinny jeanrs a white pullover and black boots I straightened my hair and told rajo to drop me off a place it wasn't 3aysha's place it was the place that a7mad showed me before where his grounp usually stay in a trailer I told rajo to wait and I left the car heading towards the trailer I went in I was upset so I held a pen and colors I started drawing and coloring my feelings on that wall ..
when I was done with my painting I backed away to see it.
"oh my gosh !! wooooow how did I do that"
it was amazing I had no idea I could do stuff like that I wrote on the painting "PKM new born" as a signature I had no idea why I wrote that but I just did and I turned around to see something I saw an "M" I came closer and read (if only she knew) signed - PK7amood it was a7mad but what did he mean was it about me I wonderd who was it about .... I left the trailer I was heading to 3aysha's house.
when I arrived I went in and saw 3aysha's mom 5alty lulwa and some women was next to her.
5alty lulwa :"hala manal 7abeebti shlooonich sha5barich"
I smiled
Me :"hala 5alty ana el7mdallah b5air w entay"
5alty lulwa :"el7mdallah tamam" she smiled
the women next to her turned around
OMG its 5alty maryam jasim's mom I rememberd back in 5airan ...
Me :"elsalam 3alaikom shloonkom?"
5alty maryam and jasim :"el7mdallah b5air"
5alty maryam :"hala 7abeebti shloonich? Entay refejat 3aysha?"
Me :"ana tamam el7mallah w ee"
5alty maryam :"mashallah 3alaich jameela 3yoony 3alaich barda"
I blushed
Me :"hehe mashkoora 5alty"
Jasim smiled.
5alty lulwa :"ta3aly manal ge3day ma3ana"
Me :"la ana shway mash'3oola da5el w ma 5ala9t akly"
Jasim gave me a mad look like TA3ALY GED3DAY.
5alty lulwa :"ee 5ala9 7abeebti 3ala ra7tich"
I smiled at his face and he couldn't help but smile Gosh I love him.
I suddenly heard
"manal manal!!"
Me :"hala?"
5alty lulwa :"hathy maryam ...tathkreen maryam om jasim bel5airan"
Me :"ee t'thakart hala 5alty maryam"
she smiled I came closer and kissed her I felt weird at the same time I felt this pain in my chest.
5alty maryam :"mashallah manal mn ziman 3anich shlooncih shloon omich"
I smiled
Me :"ele7mdallah kelena b5air"
5alty maryam :"ee salmy 3alaiha 7abeebti w t3alai zooreena eb ay wagt w 7eta omich 3azeezen w '3alyeen 3alaina"
I smiled
Me :"enshallah"
I went upstairs to 3aysah's room slowly tearing.
"why am I tearing? its just his mom .."
a little voice in my head.
"but you see him in his mom she looks excatly like him its okay manal its okay to cry"
I went in 3aysah's room 3aysah looked at me.
she looked surpsied.
3aysha :"manool?"
Me :"hala"
3aysah :"Are you tearing?"
Me :"yea"
3aysah :"shfeech sh9ar?"
3aysah was afraid I might have rememebered about jaism.
Me :"5alty maryam is down with your mom"
I saw her feel relived
3aysha :"ee adri its okay manal ensay"
she sat next to me talking I could see it in her face she had something to hide she was nervous.
Me :"3awash is there something ur not telling me"
3aysah :"aaa no I just I'm just nervous about elmelcha and wahab"
Me :"oh ... is everything okay?"
3aysha :"yea everything's okay"
we chatted meanwhile ..
a7mad's side :
Me :"3baid la tensa CHEEEEEESE BURGER mo chicken"
3abduallah :"enzain enzain mara7 ansa"
3abdullah left to grab us guys some lunch we were hungry.
I arrived to our trailer ..
"I know what I did to manal was wrong but I wanna show her that she feels excatly the way I feel about her but she's too afraid to admit it to herself she denys it..."
khalid :"7amood salfny a paintball"
Me :"w mno gal lik 3indy?"
khalid :"bala est3ba6 adri 3indik"
I laughed
Me :"hak"
I threw it at him and he went to paint in the trailer.
few seconds I heard
khalid screamed :7AMOOOOD"
I ran towards the trailer and went inside it
Me :"haaaaaaaaaa sh9ayer?"
I saw it the painting
Me :"WOOOOOW!!!"
khalid :"mno mno mno sawa chthy??"
we were all shocked how did they do that who's that person who painted that it was beyond amazing.
Me :"khalood!! es2al elshabab mno msawy chthy"
we asked everyone around no one did it.
who could it be I came closer I saw a signature "PKM new born"
I laughed
Me :"looks like someone yabi y9eer apart of our group"
all the guys laughed.
I started to think "M?" who's M .... I didn't show anyone this but manal ...!!
"oufffffff no way" I slapped my head smiling
"its her its manal mako a7ad '3airaha"
I laughed
"she must really like me .. yat ehny t6al3 her anger al7een 3araft"
I smiled
Manal's side :
3aysha was talking and I wasn't paying attention at all.
3aysha :"manooooooool estaw3abtay eshgelt??"
Me :"no"
3aysha :"shfeech"
I looked down
Me :"a7mad"
3aysha :"shfeeh"
Me :"he liked Nora my classmate our classmate in college"
3aysha :"ouch mn 9ijich?"
3aysha :"yea ..w gal lich?"
Me :"yea"
3aysha :"hmmmm idk mo its okai?"
Me :"NO ITS NOT OKAY"
3aysah :"ulla ulla sh'hal '3eera"
Me :"shako I just dont want him to like her"
3aysha :"why"
Me :"because.."
3aysah smiled :"becasue why"
Me :"ufffff ur right I am jealous .."
3aysah laughed
3aysah :"you can't deny it"
I heard my phone vibrate.
a7mad :"Manal????"
Me :"hala?"
a7mad :"PKM new born?"
I smiled.
Me :"yea"
a7mad :"WOOOOOOOOOOOOOW ur soooooo good laish ma gelty ly?"
Me :"idk I didn't know I could do that a9lan it just happend cause I wan upset"
a7mad :"upset about what?"
Me :"stuff"
a7mad :"like what?
Me :"madri wayd ma'9'3o6a"
a7mad :"liiiiiiiier goolay"
Me :"shagool"
a7mad :"why were you really upset"
Me :"ufff madri don't ask me"
a7mad :"manool do u have something tonight?"
Me:"no I'm at 3aysha's"
a7mad :"good I wanna see you"
Me :"mo kafy you see me everyday in college -.-"
a7mad :"nope I wanna see you yalaaaaaaaaaa"
Me :"wain?"
a7mad :"hmmm ba7ar elmarina"
Me :"ams re7t mally 5lg again"
a7mad :"yala 3ashany shwarana"
Me :"oki oki fine"
I told 3aysha :"I wanna go to where a7mad told me"
3aysah :"aaa. ... la manal don't go"
Me :"Why not?"
3aysha :"its not safe"
Me :"laish?"
3aysha :"its just not"
Me :"wallah entay elly mo ra'9ya tgoolen ly 5ala9 baroo7... if u tell me shesalfa and why are you acting so weird mara7 aroo7 etha ma gelty baroo7"
3aysha :"aaaa....."
Me :"See nothing yala 5ala9 baroo7 see you later"
3aysah looked worried.
"why was she worried?"
I left with rajo telling him to drop me to marina the sea side.
I went out the car and I saw a7mad there it was night 7 pm.
I went closer to a7mad he smiled.
a7mad :"hala"
Me :"hii"
a7mad :"how are you?"
Me :"good good"
Me :"so why did you wanna meet me here"
a7mad :"I wanted to talk to you about nora"
suddenly I sqeezed the phone in my hand and looked at a7mad.
a7mad :"I really really like her manal wallah jameela w her personalty is so amazing I don't think I saw anyone like her"
"ouch ouch ouch why does it hurt when he says that ?"
Me :"ummmm ya3ni al7een yaybni 6ool el6reej 3ashan tsolf ly 3an nora?"
a7mad :"la bss thats one of the topics I wanna talk about"
Me :"great"
a7mad :"is everything okay" he smiled his dimple half smile
Me :"everything's perfect now"
a7mad :"e'9aygich etha tkalamt 3an nora?" he smiled at my face.
Me :"NOPE ... kamel"
a7mad :"anyways yoom el2a7ad abi agool laha I like her w abi asay laha shay aw ashtry hadeeya shtn97eeny?"
Me :"ummmm buy excesories w chthy"
a7mad :"abi shay kbeer a7la she deserves more"
Me :"shno you know her a9lan? 3ashan she desrves more?"
a7mad :"ee I know her she's amazing"
I was sqeezing my hand causing hard pressure and force because of the range and anger I felt But on the other hand I was faking a smile so he won't notice
a7mad :"a555 I wanna hug her right now"
Me :"what?"
a7mad :"nora"
I hate it when he says her name.
Me :"lets talk about something ales"
a7mad :"why does it bother you?" he smiled his dimple smile.
Me :"why do you like borthring me?"
a7mad :"no but why does it bother you I mean we're just friends right?" he smiled
Me :"yup"
a7mad :"5ala9 I'm gonna tell her on sunday I hope she likes me back"
Me :"I think its better if you told her ba3dain not so soon"
a7mad :"Why?"
Me :"3ashan you'll make her like you"
a7mad :"la la bagool laha el2a7ad"
Me :"kay"
a7mad :"sigh I kinda miss seeing her"
Me :"THATS IT... la tsolf 3anha malait solf 3an shay thany"
I flipped I got pissed
a7mad :"enzain shfeech m3a9ba" he laughed and smiled
Me :"la t'97ak I'm serious"
a7mad :"laish m3a9ba?" he smiled
Me :"le2ana malait yayebny 6ool halmoda 3ashan tsolf 3an nora :)"
a7mad :"enzain laish m3a9ba ana bss solaft about a girl I like u said its okay friend to friend"
Me :"la tsolf 3anha"
a7mad :"chena chena you're jealous" he smiled his dimple smile
Me :"I'm not jealous so chub and lets talk about something ales"
a7mad :"enzain" he smiled
Me :"I'm 18" I smiled
a7mad :"3adil ana 18 mn zman" he winked
Me :"grandpa"
I laughed
a7mad :"baby"
Me :"a7san mn grandpa"
I laughed
a7mad :"eeeeeeehhhh nora 18 "
Me :"okai fine bye"
I walked away
a7mad ran jdamy
Me :"wa5er"
a7mad smiled :"mani mwa5er laish tt'9aygain lama atkalam 3an nora?"
Me :"ma at'9ayag a3a9b"
he laughed
a7mad :"ba3ad?"
Me :"ee cuz ma yseer yaybni 6ool hal6ree 3ashan tsolf 3anha ana mabi zain"
a7mad :"laish ma tabeen" he smiled his dimple and got closer to me
Me :"bss mabi tsolf about nora talk about something ales"
a7mad got closer
a7mad "laish? gooly ly lasih m3a9ba w ma tabeeni asolf 3an nora" he smiled
I backed away
Me :"bss"
he came closer
a7mad :"bss shno" he smiled
Me :"la tgareb mabi"
a7mad :"ana abi"
Me :"ana mabi"
a7mad :"ana abi"
Me :"mabiiiiiiiiiiii go to ur nora"
I walkd away
a7mad went infront of me
a7mad :"mabi don't go"
Me :"la tyeeb 6areeha"
he laughed
a7mad :"fine fine"
we started walking till the parking place ..
a7mad :"manal I can't stop thinking about her"
Me :"sigh think about something ales"
a7mad :"manoooool I LIIIKE HER"
Me :"fine like her whatever"
a7mad :"what do think about us me and nora great couple?"
Me :"nope"
a7mad :"why?"
Me :"because .."
a7mad smiled :"becasue why"
Me :"bss che"
a7mad touched my hand and looked at my eyes and smiled his dimple smile.
a7mad :"goolay laish ma ne9la7 7ag ba3a'9"
Me :"madri I just don't want to lose you I wanna be ur friend I wanna be you're favorite person not nora"
a7mda held my chin
a7mad :"manal you'll always be my favorite person"
he smiled
I remembred flashbacks ..
I pulled his cap and he turned around ..
Me :"aahh ..jasim?"
jasim :"manal"
I fainted
OH MY GOSH
I know who I saw ams the guy .... the guys who saved me and 3aysha
ITS JASIM .....I rememeber.
Waaaiii laaa fraghaaa Al7eeenn a7md yqoullhaa *u will be always my favorite person * w Ehya T7t'thkerrr jaasiim ...
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