"Oh Gosh he's not serious"
Me :"you told her whaaatttt???"
a7mad :"I told her everything about you"
Me :"ee shnooo?"
a7mad :"I told her I loved a girl w s2latny mn wain 3araft'ha w chthy w gelt laha mn kolety .. w s2latni al7een enta m3aha ya3ni? gelt laha la ... but I wanna be with her forever "
my heart was pumping
"OMG!!"
a7mad :"s2alatny cham 3omrich w bent mno .. w esmich"
Me :"w shno gelt??"
a7mad :"I told her everything"
Me :"EVERYTHING?"
he smiled his dimple smile.
a7mad :"ee everything"
Me :"whyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!"
a7mad :"ne6ray .. I told my mom ena I have feelings towards you .. she wasn't mad or upset .. she was shocked cuz ana mo type elly a7ib aw at3alag eb wa7da chan tgool halbent shaklha ma5tha 3aglik w tebtsim I actually smiled w wayhy methel el6oma6 omi '97kat w ebtasmat .. gelt laha (yuma a7bha .. mabi '3airha)"
Me :"oh my gosh e7lf?"
a7mad laughed
a7mad :"wallah"
Me :"but but why?"
a7mad looked deep into my eyes smiling his dimple smile.
a7mad :"I know you told me to just be friends .. and I told you I would do that for you but the truth is I don't wanna be your friend and I dont wanna be your boyfriend .. I wanna be your husband bel7alal a7bich manal mn kel galbi you're my everything I told that to my mom and...
will you marry me and be my wife?
"OH MY GOSH!!!! is this a Dream ???? wallah someone pinch mee???"
a7mad :"manal ... ttzawjainy?"
I almost fainted I couldn't believe what I'm hearing I opened my mouth speechless..
a7mad smiled his dimple smile.
a7mad :"manal ... I know ur shocked bss 9adgeeni wallah a7bich mn kel galbi wala 3omri 7abait wa7da methlich wala mara 7asait halsh3oor kel ma akoon yamich, wala mara dame3at 3ainy 3ashan wa7da galat ly a7bik .. wala mara legait ensana methlich ... I love u so freaking much I'd give up my whole life for you ... manal please please be mine I want you I want eyes ur nose ur lips ur face ur hands kelich ly w bss I want all of you from head till toe"
My eyes were drowning from my tears ..
a7mad :"awww baby don't tear ..."
I placed my hands in my mouth .. so shocked.
a7mad touched my hands that were on my mouth grabbing them and pulling them down he looked into my eyes smiling.
Me :"I....I......I.... omg"
a7mad laughed :"ee?"
Me :"I'm scared ..."
a7mad :"what are you scared of?"
Me :"I'm scared something will happen nafs jasim"
a7mad :"what do u mean ?"
Me :"jasim told me he wanna marry me and stuff and in the end we got hurt and we didn't end up together ... and It broke my heart I'm afraid of that .."
a7mad :"I'm not jasim ... I won't ever leave you and when I make a promise I keep it kelmti wa7da w allah shahid 3alai abeech 3ala sena allah w rasoola .."
I blushed
"wow this is .... no words can describe"
I smiled and a7mad smiled giving me his dimple smile.
a7mad :"ee ...? will you marry me"
Me :".......
yes .. yes .... yesssss"
I smiled and I saw a tear stream down a7mad's face.
"oh my gosh he truly loves me"
I hugged him and he hugged he actually sqeezed me.
Me :"I can't breath"
he laughed
we backed away from eachother ..
a7mad :"I love you"
Me :"I love you too .. with all my heart"
a7mad :"I told my mom I wanna marry you and she agreed ... now that you said yes I can't describe how happy I am"
I smiled ...
That day I felt something I've never felt before not with jasim not with anyone it turns out the love I had for jasim wasn't a "True Love" I thought he was the one but he wasn't .. with a7mad I've never felt this feeling before a feeling which makes me want all the best for a7mad and all I want is for him to be happy a feeling stonger than the love I used to have with jasim .. I loved him so much that I was ready to give up my whole life for him and just for him to be happy, he gave up alot of things he wanted just for me to be happy and I will give up anything in order for him to be happy thats what "True Love" is all about.
Me :"I just can't believe all this time ... you were my fairytale"
a7mad :"what" mesta'3rib.
Me :"hehe I always dreamt of a perfect fairytale .. a love story a happy ending since I was little I wanted that so badly I wanted a prince to love me and we'd live happily ever after"
a7mad :"awww...."
Me :"and I can't believe ur my fairytale ... ur my prince"
a7mad :"and as I always say you're my beautiful princess the girl of my dreams my everything"
I teared
Me :"I love you so so so much, I can't believe you're the one"
a7mad :"I'm so happy that you're the one for me"
we were soooooooo happy that our smiles ma faregat our faces till we arrived home.
I layed in my bed placed my hands in my face and coverd it smiling.
"wow .... wooooow!!! I haven't been happy like that in a loooong time actually I have never been this happy in my whole life"
I hurried and called 3aysha
3aysha picked up ...
3aysha :"allo?"
Me :"ahhhh ......"
3aysha :"besmallah shfeech??"
Me :"you won't believe it!!!!"
3aysha :"shno shno ??"
Me :"a7mad"
3aysha :"shfee?"
Me :"he wants to marry me!!!"
3aysha :"omg 7elfaay??????"
Me :"wallah today gal ly and he talked to his mom about me.."
3aysha :"oh my gosh manool he truly loves u!!"
Me :"eeeee I know!! I love him tooo soo soo much"
me and 3aysha talked about a7mad almost the whole phone call I was so happy that no words can describe.
then I heard my mom come in .. her face looked pale from how much she cried the past days ..
mom :"manal?"
Me :"hala yuma?"
Mom :"shitsaween?"
Me :"akalm 3aysha :"
Mom :"manal ana wayd ta3bana I need you to take care of the kids o5wanich for me I'm gonna sleep in bed and arta7 for a while"
Me :"enshallah yuma .."
my mom actually looked super tired and like she had no strength at all .. it was bad very bad.
I went downstairs to take care of my brothers and helped them study with school stuff ..
after few days 3a6alna all college students our spring break was finally here .. and my mom wasn't getting better at all she got sick very sick ..
I went in my mom's room one day I saw her laying in bed not moving at all I got scared.
I ran towards my mom.
Me :"YUMA!!!"
she wsan't moving I got scared and terrified ..
Me :"yummmaaa gommaaay!!! please are okai??"
I touched her trying to wake her up she wasn't getting up at all my heart started to beat faaaast I leaned over her chest and heard her heart beats ... they were slow.
"oh my gosh"
I dialed the ambulance number and told them to come.
they came and took mom to the hospital I went with them and told rajo to take khalid and m7amad to my aunts hosue.
when I arrived to the hospital the doctor talked to me about my mom's condition ...
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