JJx4 :
"No"
Manool222 :
"Lier I remember jasim don't lie to me why did you help us and why did u follow me?"
JJx4 :
"I'm sorry I wasn't supposed to help u u weren't even supposed to see me I just couldn't bare watching those guys yet7arshoon feech"
Manool222 :
"why did you follow me??"
JJx4 :
"Cuz I care about u"
Manool222 :
"If you actually cared about me you wouldn't have left me for reem in the first place"
JJx4 :
"I don't regret being with reem"
"Ouch"
Manool222 :
"Fine then be with her .. Why the hell did u bother following me around haa??"
JJx4 :
"It was my mistake to have followed you it never happened oki?"
Manool222 :
"Good .. I dont know what I ever saw in u that made me love u ..... do you love reem?"
JJx4 :
"Yea .. "
Manool222 :
"Then have a happy life with her forever you truly deserve eachother Thanx for lying to me all the time about how much you love me"
JJx4 :
"Go and have a happy life"
I started to tear
Manool222 :
"I will, a better life than what you gave me i deserve better than this than u"
JJx4 :
"You do so go and find someone better who deserves u"
"I don't want you to say that I want to say I'm sorry I left you why don't u tell me that!! have u ever even loved me"
Manool222 :
"Do u even love me ? Did u ever love me?"
JJx4 :
"No I never loved you"
"Oh my gosh ..."
Manool222 :
"Thanx .... Don't ever talk to me stalk me or follow me I never wanna see you ever in my life don't ever come back again bye"
I left and blocked him.
I changed my username to "PKM_" and locked my account.
Then I cried.
"How could he be so heartless and say that to me, did everything he ever told me was a lie?"
I couldn't believe my eyes the words he sent were unbelievable he never said that to me ever why did he say that and how could he hurt me like that more than before How could he be so heartless I put my headphones on and play "Jar of Hearts" By Christina Perri
You're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul
don't come back for me don't come back at all...
And I cried how could he do that ... I deserved better than the way he treated me he ruined my day I slept then woke up the other day feeling so down and hurt I saw a text from a7mad.
A7mad :"Good morning my Beautiful princess Riiiiise and Shiiiiiine"
He sent a photo too
And I smiled while I didn't feel good he makes me smile with his morning texts I was so happy that he's in my life I really love him and I never wanna lose him.
I replied :"heeey morning sweetheart whats up?"
A7mad :"I just woke up and made that pic for u <3"
Me :" wow really omg .... awwwwww thank u u made it?"
A7mad :"yeaa ... Btw how's fluffy"
Me :"he'a good naughty these days xD but good I love him <3"
A7mad :"I bet he loves you too"
I smiled
Me :"hehe"
A7mad :"wanna hang out after lab class today?"
Me :"yea sure ;*"
A7mad :"great<3"
I wore my black top light pink jacket light blue jeans and black boots I Applied some soft make up and and waved my hair I left for college when I entered I walking and then I heard behind me.
a guy :"low sama7tay entay manal?"
he smiled
Me :"ee?"
him :"hala bss ana kent mla7'6ich these days w mtab3ich and you look like a nice girl I wanna get to know you can we hang out shwaya?"
Me :"oh .. ummm no thanx I appricate what you said about me"
him :"yala 3ad shwaya bss basolf ma3ach shwaya"
I heard a guy behind me
"e7m"
I turned I saw a7mad
a7mad :"mno enta?"
him :"hala ana 3abdulla sena thaltha 6b" he wanted to shake a7mad's hand
he smiled
a7mad stared at him.
a7mad :"enzain?"
a7mad looked a bit angry
abdullah :"bss kent bas2al manal etha she wants to hang out"
a7mad :"ee sema3t manal galat lik ma tabi :) fa la t'3a9bha a7san lik troo7"
abdullah laughed
abdullah :"wallah ehya 3indaha lsan tegdar ttkalam mn nafs'ha"
a7mad got closer to abdullah
a7mad :"a7san lik troo7 ..." he stared at abdullah with anger
I noticed how a7mad looked like when got angry and I smiled.
abdullah :"a39abik oki see u manal"
abdullah left
I laughed and looked at a7mad.
Me :"a39abik a7mad shway w t'3ayer malam7 wayha xD madri t'3ar 3alai chthy"
a7mad :"chub ma a'3ar .. its not funny tara hatha shakla beygazrha 3alaich"
Me :"ee mbayen ma t'3ar xD and what?"
a7mad :"ee 3ashan chthy la tkalmeen a7ad ma t3arfeena"
Me :"I can take care of myself zain?"
a7mad :"chub"
Me :"mabi ent chub"
a7mad :"mabi"
I punched his shoulder
a7mad stared at me and smiled
a7mad :"a555 wallah manool entay bss ashoof wayhich a'97ak"
Me :"shno? aragooz -.-"
he laughed
a7mad :"kaaaaaaaaaaak la ya3ni etha ana m3a9b ashoof wayhich a'97ak"
Me :"oh ...ummm" I blushed
he gave me his dimple smile
a7mad :"yala lets go to lab class"
he walked me to lab class and we did out project when we finsihed a7mad took our papers and walked with me.
we talked then suddenly he said ..
a7mad :"manoooooool!!!"
Me :"shnoooooooo!"
a7mad :"noraaaa"
I sqeezed my palms when I heard her name.
Me :"shfeeha?"
a7mad :"the letter I gave her she talked to me about it"
I was holding my tear kafy elly sawah jasim now a7mad is leaving me for her.
Me :"okay?"'
a7mad :"she likes me too can you believe that???"
he was smiling
I saw him I tried to smile but I couldn't I looked at him then I ran away I ran fast outside.
I heard a7mad shout out for me.
a7mad :"manaaaaaaaal!!!" he followed me.
I ran outside crying I don't know what happened to me I just fell apart.
I was hiding behind a tree I saw him come looking for me I was holding my voice I didn't wanna cry out loud so I cried silently hiding behind a tree I felt sever pain in my chest why does it hurt so much?
I sat down the tree after a few minutes a7mad spoted me and came closer saw me tearing while I was looking down.
a7mad :"manal?" he looked shocked
I didn't say a word.
a7mad :"baby shfeech?" he sat down near me looking at me and I was looking at the ground
he came closer and wipped my tears away.
Me :"umm nothing"
a7mad :"tell me?"
Me :"its just ... something happened ams that really tore me apart and now you're leaving me... I just can't......ahh" I teared
a7mad :"nooooo mno gal I'll leave you??" he placed his hand on my back and came closer
Me :"now you and nora are gonna be together so you'll leave me" shahagt and cried
a7mad :"manoolty no way in hell I'll leave for anyone in this world"
Me :"but you like her and she likes you"
a7mad :"sigh ana asef I played on you for too long it was my mistake"
Me :"what do you mean?"
a7mad :"the truth is I never liked her at all .."
Me :"bss the letter and you hanging out with her I saw you both"
a7mad :"I know ... she was sisters with the head of 8a2emat el**** in college she can help out my team to perform more thats why I talked to her and the letter I gave her was an approval letter from our victory parkour team to preform bss .."
Me :"bss why did you tell me you like her?"
a7mad :"cuz I wanted you to get jealous .."
Me :"laish?"
a7mad :"cuz I wanna make you realize u have feelings for me more than a friend"
Me :"ummm" I stared at his eyes.
a7mad :"shno elly '9aygach ams? sh9ar tell me?"
Me :"I can't tell you.."
a7mad :"why not?"
Me :"idk.."
a7mad :"please golay"
Me :"its about jasim ......"
I told him what jasim said to me last night and how he left me feeling so hurt and pain I eventually had to tell him that he followed me and 3aysha on my birthday and what happened.
I saw a7mad getting pissed and angry..
a7mad :"bss hatha elly 9ar wela fee ba3ad?"
Me :"bss hatha.."
a7mad :"okai"
he cooled down.
Me :"umm so now you don't like nora?"
a7mad :"yea .. I never did the only person I like is you manal"
I blushed
Me :"really?"
a7mad's side :
little voice in my head :
"Tell her you love her!"
other voice :
"Don't you'll ruin everything"
Me :"yea really I ..."
manal :"you?"
Me :" ummm nothing"
Little voice in my head :
"chicken"
I wanna tell her I love her so bad ...
manal's side :
I'm glad he dosen't like nora I actaully feel better ..
Me :"I hate you for making me jealous but I'm glad you don't really like her .."
a7mad smiled
a7mad :"why did you get jealous of her?" he gave me his dimple smile.
Me :"bss"
a7mad :"tell me" he smiled
Me :"cuz I like u .. I don't want any girl to like you just me"
a7mad :"why" he smiled half a smile
Me :"cuz I wanna be ur one and only mabi anyone ales '3airy"
a7mad :"trust me you're my one and only I don't care about any other girls"
I smiled
a7mad :"3ad la tshoofeen shaklich w entay t'3areen"
I giggled
Me :"la wallah" I smiled
he gave me a dimple smile
a7mad :"ee wallah" he sat next to me staring at my eyes and I stared right at his.
we both placed our hands on the ground a7mad looked at my hand and smiled he placed his hand on mine gently giving me a dimple smile..
I looked at our hands smiling ...
a7mad :"I love your hand"
I blushed
Me :"ummm .."
I looked at the ground shyly
a7mad leaned over slowly while I was looking at the ground.
he placed his lips on my cheeks softly and kissed me ..
Me :"a7mad no"
a7mad :"yes" he smiled
then he kissed my cheeks again gently making blush even more
Me :"no .."
a7mad :"yes" he leaned over and kissed my cheek again.
Me :"stop"
a7mad :"you like it when I kiss ur cheeks eldaleel u didn't push me away or slapped me" he gave me a dimple smile.
Me :"ummm ..."
I stared at him looking at his eyes they're so sparkly and his smile is so addictive I really do like him I like him more than a friend ...
a7mad :"why are you looking at me like that" he gave me his half dimple smile
Me :"I like you"
a7mad :"I like you too"
Me :"no ... I like like you"
a7mad :"haha I like like you too .. so much"
a7mad's side :
"I love you"
Manal's side :
"I think I love him"
a7mad :"manal .."
Me :"yea?"
a7mad :"lets go watch a movie .."
Me :"wain?"
a7mad :"cinescape"
Me :"nooooo waaay"
a7mad :"why not?"
Me :"bss .. I can't"
a7mad :"you can ..."
Me :"mabii"
a7mad :"tabeen .. kaifich 3ad ana ba5thich wiether u like it or not"
Me :"fine fine"
I stood up and we walked to his car we drove to cinescape el*** and booked a movie.
a7mad :"what do you wanna eat"
Me :"hehe madri ay shay"
a7mad :"don't be shy 3adi"
Me :"ummm mix caramel and salty"
a7mad :"okai"
he grabbed two popcorns and a sprit for me pepsi for him.
we enterd the cinema room it was almost empty and sat next to eachother he gave me my popcorn.
Me :"thank you"
he smiled and we watched the movie half way through the movie.
a7mad stared at me then I looked at him then he looked away.
Me :"shnooo" I smiled
a7mad :"oh nothing nothing" he acted all innocent.
I looked at the movie and saw him staring at me again smiling
Me :"shnooooooooooo fee shay eb wayhy?"
he laughed
a7mad :"kaaaaaaaak laa xD bss I like watching you"
Me :"elmovie jdamik mo wayhy ..... cut it out don't stare ma a7ib -.-"
a7mad :"fine fine" he looked at the movie.
I felt someone poking me
Me :"A7MAD!!"
a7mad laughed :"shno shno xD"
Me :"la wallah... don't poke me"
a7mad looked at the movie I felt him poking
Me :"haaaaaaaaaay tara ma arkiz chthy belmovie"
a7mad laughed
a7mad :"a7san"
Me :"I sat away from him"
and I watched the movie he came and sat next to me again.
Me :"shtabi?"
a7mad :"abeeeeeeeeeeech"
I laughed
Me :"chub watch the movie"
through the whole movie he was staring at me when it was finally over.
we both got out and when we went to his car I started punching him.
a7mad :"a77 a77 laaaaaaaasih"
Me :"a7san laish t5zny and poke me?"
a7mad :"met2akda enich bent 6agtich 8aweya xD"
Me :"I hate you"
a7mad :"I love you"
he laughed
Me :"ur soooo Ugghhhh!!"
I got angry narfazny
a7mad :"a7bich" he whispered
Me :"shnooo!!?"
a7mad :"gelt a7iss feech"
Me :"meh ...lets go back to college"
he drove me back to college while on our way.
Me :"a7mad ?"
a7mad :"yea?"
Me :"t9adig you didn't really tell me about ur past life why did you start parkour and why do you love it?"
a7mad :"hmmm ... well ra7 tmleen mn 89ty "
Me :"try me"
a7mad :"okai few year's ago I was getting bullied alot from other players ..."
Me :"what players?"
a7mad :"I used to be a Squash player"
Me :"wow you never told me that ..."
a7mad :"ne6ray.."
Me :"okai"
a7mad :"elmohem I was getting bullied alot cause my body shape looked small and I was thin I was in a national team back when I was a kid I actually played championships and won alot of matches but I hated how I got bullied cause of my size so i dropped out I really do love sports they're like my life and when I left squash I started working out gym w chthy 3asahan a'3ayer shakly a3a'9il and be better ... 3ad yoom w ana belgym sheft 3abdullah thats when me and 3adbullah became friends and he showed me alot about parkour and crazy flips and more I got to know his team and I fell in love with this sport .."
Me :"wow ... but don't u miss squash?"
a7mad :"etha tabeen el9ij yea .. I do miss it alot .. I wish I can go back and play squash again but it brings back bad memories"
Me :"yea ... well I think you should give it a try don't u think? ... so you're older now and el9ara7a jsmik wow xD mala da3y atkalam mashallah at7ada elbullies al7een y3ayboon"
a7mad smiled
a7mad :"I think ur right ... maybe I should give it a try after all these years I should at least try and go back and face my fear"
Me :"yea u should and I'll be there for u"
he looked at me and smiled
a7mad :"t9adgeen manal .. awal mara agool 7ag ay sha59 halsalfa ..."
Me :"oh well then I'm lucky" I smiled then looked out the window
suddenly I heard my phone vibrate .. it was a msg from jasim
"oh my gosh I forgot he has my phone number.."
I opened it and I read.
"Manal we need to talk face to face please meet me today at starbucks our usual place please its important"
what does he want hasn't he caused enough damage already I told him I never wanna see him.
we arrived to college
a7mad :"manal?"
I was in shock
a7mad :"manal!! shfeech?"
I looked at a7mad :"haa?"
a7mad :"shfeech tana7tay?"
Me :"umm jasim .."
a7mad :"shfee?"
Me :"yabeeni ashoofa today at starbucks ..." I showed him the msg
a7mad's side :
"shfeeeh hatha ma etfa8na e7na?? bey5areb kel shay 3alai"
Me :" la tro7een"
Manal's side :
Me :"laish?"
a7mad :"t3arfeen shsawa feech ams"
Me :"yea I know bss he wrote important yemken shay 9ayer?"
a7mad :"gelt lich la troo7een"
Me :"you don't own me la tafre'9 3alai ur not my dad" I got angry
a7mad :"but I'll protect you ... what ever it takes"
Me :"I'm gonna go you don't control me I'll talk to you ba3dain"
I left wondirng why did a7mad forced me not to see him when he could have just told me to not go and why did jasim wanna talk face to face?
I left home with rajo..
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