Someone Like You chapter 47

5 months passed it was summer vacation my mom was fully recovred but still her bones are weak, my mom was happy cause my dad actually changed during these passed months I've never seen him more better and I was proud of him so much my brothers are happy too and everything was so much better than before, everyone else was so happy except for me during these past months it was kinda hard for me college sucked and half of my heart was missing I can't believe that a7mad left he didn't just leave he dissappred I have no idea where is he and what happened to him he said he'd come for me after 2 years cause of me, To be honest these past months I've been crying almost every night it was that painful, and I never cried for anyone like that ever in my life I missed so much that everythine reminded me of him, his touch his smell, his dimple, his shining smile, his eyes, the way he talks and walks and how he touches my hand and how he listens to me everything about him I still remember I always wonderd weither he rememebers me too or forgot about me and that hurts.

Fluffy the bunny a7mad gave me died 2 months ago and I cried for fluffy for almost 3 days ... cause fluffy meant so much to me he listened and he reminded me of a7mad always and I loved him so much then one day he passed away I just felt like I lost a7mad all over again, I cried alot and everyone was surprised why would I cry for a bunny but little did they know that fluffy reminded me of the love of my life a7mad it just hurt me so much.


Now that its summer I had nothing to do no plans nothing, I was in my room playing "Don't Forget" by demi lovato.

Did you forget that I was even alive?

Did you forget everything we ever had?

Did you forget, did you forget about me?
Did you regret ever standing by my side?

Did you forget we were feeling inside?

Now I'm left to forget about us
But somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song, you can't forget it

So now I guess this is where we have to stand

Did you regret ever holding my hand?

Never again, please don't forget, don't forget

We had it all, we were just about to fall

Even more in love, than we were before

I won't forget, I won't forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song you can't forget it at all

I teared while hearing those lyrics how come he didn't say anything before he left at least for me so to know.

"did he forget about me? was he over me? did he really mean what he said?"

I couldn't help but think like that .. I decided to go on twitter and check his user I typed search "PK7amood" it wrote ..

Searching . . .

after few seconds I saw this

"He's gone ..."

I shed a tear when suddenly I heard my phone vibrate it was 3aysha calling. 

I picked it up . . .

Me :"alloo" with a sad tone

3aysha :"shfeech?"

Me :"nothing I just don't feel good"

3aysha :"a7mad?"

Me :"ahh just don't say his name .."

3aysha :"manool its summer its time to have fun create memories and enjoy our lives mara7 yfeed crying or being upset .."

Me :"3aysha what do u know? ur happily married and ur lifes perfect"

3aysha :"shno? my life is perfect? mno gal I still have problems alot, and with wahab I dissagree alot with him my life isn't perfect manal .. I know its been hard on you and I'm sorry but I don't know how to get him back or what to do , but I promise u I'll be here for you manool always .."

Me :"yea thanks 3awash .. thank u"

3aysha :"dont mention it, and we're gonna go out tonight ma tabeen tabeen kaifich ana ba5thich weither u like it or not lazim t'3ayreen jaw after everything"

Me :"I don't know 3aysha I don't feel good about going out"

3aysha :"don't worry we'll have a great time .."

Me :"okai "

3aysha :"i'll pick u up at 5 don't be late"

Me :"oki"

I opened my cloest I grabbed any dress and wore it I wasn't in a good mood or in the mood to try clothes on I made a bun and wore a white and baiyj dress and white sandles I got ready waited for 3aysha till she came and picked me up.

3aysha :"hey"

I got in the car.

Me :"hey whats up"

3aysha :"the sky..."

Me :"ya mel8ich"

she laughed

we drove to soqe sharq ... 3aysha parked her car and we walked from the sea side to inside the mall ... when I took a look at the sea I had flashbacks . . .

Me :"yea I know a7mad ... I just ..."

a7mad :"you just?"

Me :"I just have somethig to tell you" I teared while saying that

a7mad :"tell me?"

Me :"I can't marry you .."

a7mad :"what do you mean you can't marry me?"

Me :"I can't be with you right now, I need to be with my mom ... and if I married you I'd leave her and she's already ma'9'3o6a with everything since dad left w ana elwa7eeda elly agdar asa3dt'ha and I just can't leave her"

I teared alot

a7mad :"you don't wanna marry me?" I saw a Tear stream down a7mad's face




3aysha :"manal!!"

Me :"what?"

3aysha :"shtfakreen feeh ?"

Me :"nothing"

we contuined walking and I had flashback's again . . .




when I arrived infront of the sea I saw a7mad infront of me ...

tears were streaming down my face ...

a7mad :"baby whats wrong?" he came closer placing his hand on my cheek wiping my tears away.

Me :" my heart hurts so bad ... so bad"

I cried like a baby infront of him.

he grabbed me while I was crying hard and hugged me I cried on his chest while he placed his hands behind my back rubbing it.

a7mad :"haday haday shway shway manal please don't cry"

I sqeezed him and cried.

a7mad :"manaaaal 5ala9, shway shway take a deep breath .."

I cooled down a little I took a deep breath.

Me :"don't let go" I was still hugging him.




a tear fell from my left eyes ..

3aysha :"manal manool?"

I looked away.

Me :"3aysha I'm just not ready for this I'm sorry I wanna go home"

I ran crying back to the car .. 3aysha ran behind me

I cried hard 3aysha came.

3aysha :"manal? umm are you okai"

Me :"no ... I'm not" while crying

3aysha :"whats wrong?"

Me :"why do I still remember him why do I cry when I was the one who told him to leave? why does it hurt so bad whenever I remember him?? tell me?"

3aysha came closer and hugged me tapping my back.

Me :"3aysha wallah y3awer .. y3awrny 7aail mn da5il w ana elsabab and now he's gone forever I never get to see him or recive texts from him ana sakta these whole 5 months bss ta3abt wallah I want him back ... I just want him back"

she hugged me while I was crying and she didn't let me go 6ala3t everything in my heart to her she knows excatly what I need without her I'd be a werck.

 3aysha :"manal maybe someday he'll come entay gelty lah 2 years yemken ba3ad 2 years he'll come .."

Me :"he left safar bara how am I so sure he'll meet alot of girls maybe he forgot about me"

3aysha :"manal thats enough .. la tfakreen chthy e7sny el'6an u never know the reason so dont assume u do just have faith manal ... and wait thats what he said he'll do .. so why won't you?"

Me :"ur right ... I should wait"

3aysha :"yea I love you manal .. for being so strong for everyone and ur mom wallah u showed me things in u I never knew u had them, I look up to you manool ur so strong and helpfull ur amazing and I love u I'm always here"

she hugged me and teared and I cried after a while she backed away smiling.

3aysha :"zain chthy 5aleeteeny abchy ma3ach"

I laughed and msa7t dmoo3y.

Me :"I love you so much"

3aysha :"I love you too"

we walked to the mall and we had fun shoppig  and actually '3ayart jaw I had a good day I went back home thanking 3aysha for everything .. when I enterd I saw my dad.

dad :"kaaahiiii zain elbanat"

I smiled

Me :"hey dad" I hugged him

dad :"hala 7abeebti"

Me :"shyaybik yuba?"

dad :"wallah yaait bakalim omich 3an sha'3la"

Me :"momken a3aref" I gave  him my innocent smile

dad :"hahaha la mako yala ro7ay badlay"

I smiled and went upstairs to change into my PJ's while I was changing I hit my memory box and It fell I grabbed it and put everything inside I put it back up then I noticed something on the desk ... it was the chain (Me&You).

"umm how did it get there"

I grabbed it and I smiled I felt like there's still hope that someday he'll come I never lost hope.