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Me :"umm well I ...."
3aysha came closer and sat next to me..
Me :"its just some stuff I'm confused about .."
3aysha :"like what ? and btw who gave you that bunny"
Me :"FLUFFY"
3aysha :"ee elly ohwa"
Me :"a7mad"
3aysha :"oooooooh fahamt shesalfa"
Me :"chub ... listen awal shay"
3aysha :"okay kamlay"
Me :"well remember few days ago lama yaity elkoleya .. "
3aysha :"yea"
Me :"well a7mad gave me the bunny that day and .."
3aysha :"and ?"
Me :"well something happened .."
3aysha :"shnoooo"
Me :"well idk bss we hugged then after like we stared at eachother he moved his hand through my hair then to my cheek then this thumb touching my lips my heart was beating faaaaaaaast"
3aysha :"omg?? u kissed him?"
Me :"hell no ... I backed away and left in a hurry"
3aysha :"wow ... so you like like him crush or something?"
Me :"duhh .. I mean I liked him before alot just never this way I feel a little different and He's my friend you know I'm really close to him and I tell him alot of things almost everything he helped me alot and I'm greatful for that and I don't wanna lose him ... ever!"
3aysha :"awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww manooooool"
Me :"shno?"
3aysha :"you really like him"
Me :"yea" I smiled.
3aysha looked like she had an Idea.
Me :"what are thinking about?"
3aysha :"oooh nothing" she smiled her (up to something smile)
Me :"haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay ma gelna 5ala9 with ur plans DO NOT DO ANYTHING got it?"
3aysha :"crystal" she smiled
Me :"wallah ma yendara just don't ruin things for me 3awash I don't want a broken heart again"
3aysha :"yea I won't manal don't worry"
Me :"okay"
we talked in my room and played with fluffly and he peed on my bed 3aysha laugehd at me and I was mad then laughed we had a great time.
weekends were finally here 3aysha texted me.
3aysha :"Manoooooooooool SOS!"
Me :"sh9ayer?"
3aysha :"shopping crisis !!!"
Me :"5ara3teeny 7asbally shay"
3aysha :"5ane6la3 elyoom melchty garebat and I need cloooooooooooothes"
Me :"w tgoolen ana 5ebla haa ?"
3aysha :"chub I'm serious melchty garebat"
Me :"fine fine al7een albis"
3aysha :"you're the best LOVE U"
Me :"I know"
I opened my closet grabbed a pink flowery top and a light blue jeans calmed my hair and put a flowery clip on it, I applied some pinkish soft make up and waited for 3aysha to come she drives her own infinity my dream car.
3aysha called saying she was outside I went out and in her car.
Me :"so wain benroo7?"
3aysha smiled.
3asyah :"to the moon"
I stared at her
me :"you say whaaaaa?"
she laughed
3aysha :"kidding ... awal shay bamer bait wa7da w ba3dain nroo7 avenuse"
Me :"okay"
3aysha was driving and talking I felt something vibrate in my bag it was my phone I grabbed it and unlocked it to see what..
a7mad texted me
suddenly I felt so nervous in a way I felt like I wanted to throw up at the same time my heart skipped a beat I was holding the phone when it suddenly slipped casue of my sweaty hands.
"what is happening to me?"
I saw what he sent.
a7mad :"manal I miss you laish mo ma36atny fer9a nsolf hang out like we used to ay shay ... if I did something wrong tell me but don't leave me hanging like this"
that little voice in my head said
"I like you alot more than a friend but I can't tell you a7mad I just can't"
Me :"I'm sorry a7mad wallah ma sawait shay don't worry I've just been busy"
a7mad :"lier"
Me :"no I'm not"
a7mad :"lier lier"
Me :"stop calling me a lier"
a7mad :"3ayal tell me the truth"
voice in my head.
"tell him you have a crush on him"
another voice in my head
"what? are you crazy you'll lose him do you want that"
the other voice
"but you have to tell him the truth do you wanna lie to him"
a7mad :"you there??"
Me :"ummm yea?"
a7mad :"so? tell me the truth"
Me :"I'm not gonna say anything 5ala9 I'll hang out with you mota tabi"
a7mad :"ummmm .. madri sunday?"
me :"sure"
I locked the phone and Looked out the window ..
3aysha noticed
3aysha :"manool shfeech?"
Me :"nothing"
3aysha :"goolay"
I sighed
Me :"I just need to change my mood for a while a6la3 w chthy .."
3aysha :"w ana shga3da asawy?"
Me "mo chthy I meant I wanna get my mind off things"
3aysha :"don't worry when we're done shopping we're gonna play games and have fun"
Me :"okay"
we went to the avenuse and shopped all around the mall I still kept thinking about a7mad he's still on my mind ...
when we were done.
3aysha :"yala manool I'll take the stuff to the car and you go to magic planet wait for me there or if I'm too late you can play till I'm back"
Me :"okay"
3aysha went to take stuff to the car and I went to magic plant I went in it was a bit crowded so I waited for 3aysha till she came back we took the card and played around.
we played a race car game..
3aysha :"I'm soooo gonna beat you"
Me :"you're on"
I sat on the seat and held the car wheels The game started
Ready
1
2
3
Go
Me and 3aysha raced I was at 2nd place 3aysha at 6th
Me :"who's the loser now ;)"
3aysha :"I'll show you"
She speeded up and she went from 6th to 3rd behind me she kept gaining in.
I speeded up and I won.
Me :"WOOHOOO take that"
I screamed.
3aysha :"haaay we're not at home crazy xD"
I laughed.
Me :"more more lets play"
we played alot of games It was so fun with 3aysha .. Till i saw a Guitar Hero Game I always loved Guitar hero games so I went closer.
3aysha :"manool hold up I'm gonna go to the bathroom here's the card play 3alama ayeey"
Me :"okay"
I grabbed the card and went closer to that game I held the guitar and put it around me.
I swiped the card and the game started.
I was just picking a song and starting to play when I heard some guys talking to me ..
"Ya3ni ana elly a3aref 3alguitar"
I ignored
"Ooob oob shofha ball 3alaiha"
I ignored
I wanted to win
"Bta5ser bta5ser ya5y ma t3aref tel3ab"
I lost the game
"Waaaak 5serat"
I got so angry and pissed I walked away and Teared why do guys do that why can't they leave girls alone in peace.
I sat in a corner waiting for 3aysha.
3aysha came back
3aysha :"manool shfeech?"
Me :"nothing I'm just yea"
3aysha :"7abeebti tell me"
Me :"Those guys ruined my game w athoony"
3aysha :"what??? -.-"
Me :"yea"
3aysha :"t3alai .." She grabbed my hand.
Me :"what are you doing?"
3aysha :"oush u'll see stand here and wait for me"
Me :"okay"
3aysha went to the guys and made them go away and told them stuff I didn't hear i was in a distance standing when she came back.
3aysha :"you don't have to worry about them yala nel3ab"
I looked at her smiling she always has my back.
I hugged her
Me :"I love you so much"
3aysha :"I love you too manoolty"
We continued playing till we had soooo much fun I actually got my mind off things I swear no matter how many people come to my life 3aysha will always be my sister my best friend.
We grabbed us some ice cream (Yogurt) and went to the car drove back to my house.
3aysha entered with me and I saw my mom in the living room.
3aysha and me went in.
Mom :"hala 3aysha shloonich sha5barich?"
3aysha :"tamam 5alty w entay shloonich"
Mom :"ana el7mdallah ba5air mabroook 3al 56oba allah yhaneekom"
3aysha :"allah ybarik feech 5alty .. 3ad manal sa3datny w sharaina shkither malabis"
Mom :"ee 5oo benty om elmalabis"
Me :"shda3wa yuma"
Mom :"shofay kabatich"
We all laughed
And then 3aysha went up to my room and we talked I logged in twitter and I read some tweets while 3aysha was talking to me ..
I read ..
"The best person in your life, was the first person who came into your mind when you read the first sentence"
I smiled cause I the first person I thought about was "3aysha"
I looked at 3aysha and smiled.
3aysha stopped talking and stared at me :"what???"
Me :"nothing i just love u"
3aysha :"I love you too"
We smiled, I didn't think about a7mad alot things got better I felt better cause of 3aysha.
Sunday came and I woke up feeling cold the weather got colder I saw my calender and It turns out 5 days till my Birthday.
"OMG!! I'm gonna turn 18"
I didn't believe it Finally a car License independent wooohoooo.
I was excited I wore a blue jacket and a white tank top and black jeans I straighted my hair and put on pink shinny lip gloss I bought when I was shopping with 3aysah I thought I'd try it.
I arrived to college that day and I texted a7mad.
Me :"hey"
a7mad :"hey manal wanich?"
Me :"starbucks"
a7mad :"okay omw"
he came and I stood up saying hi he grabbed a seat and sat infront of me.
I saw the way he looked his eyes were sparkly and he smelled like after shave and a perfum ... I know that perfum it was kinda formuiler.
he smiled his dimple smile and said :"I missed you"
suddenly I felt my heart speeded up and the beats kept growing stronger I looked at him with a shy face.
Me :"ummm I missed you too"
a7mad :"manal lets walk to our usual place 3alama miss sona's class starts"
Me :"okay"
we walked at our usual place the garden in the back ..
a7mad :"so ... tell me why were you avoiding me"
Me :"5ala9 ma 9ar shay"
a7mad :"I wanna know"
Me :"I had problems in my mind and myself I needed time away from everyone .. bss"
a7mad :"oh .. okay"
we continued talking ..
a7mad came closer to me and stood infront of me.
Me :"shno?"
he smiled at me and stared
Me :"omg shfeek?"
a7mad :"new lip gloss?"
Me :"oh ... yea"
a7mad :"I like them"
Me :"thanx" I smiled and blushed.
a7mad looked staright into my eyes and I looked at his.
a7mad's side :
"wow ... wow she's so freakin beautiful"
I noticed her shiney lips they looked so shiney and tempting.
I kept staring at her shiney lips and how she talked I love the way she talks and I love everything about her I wanna tell her I like her I have a crush on her but I'm afraid I'll ruin everything I swear she means the whole world to me right now ehya aham shay and I won't ruin it ever no matter how I feel.
she looked at the floor and I stood infront of her staring at her shiney lips ..
I told her were they new she said yea I looked straight into her eyes her big brown eyes and she blinked I noticed her tall beautiful eyelashes I love her eyes.
I didn't notice myself getting closer to her till my face was an inche away from hers.
I held her both hands and looked into her eyes I smiled.
Manal's side :
he got closer to my face and held my hands I could hear my heart beat from up here my stomach felt weird I felt like I wanted to go to the bathroom.
I smiled back at him I felt so nervous...
Me :"ummm a7mad?"
a7mad :"yea?"
Me :"stop"
a7mad :"stop what?" he smiled
Me :"stop this"
a7mad :"this what?" he smiled his dimple smile
Me :"stop looking at me like that .. don't hold my hand"
a7mad :"why?"
Me :"because..."
a7mad :"because why?"
Me :"beacuse we're just friends and this is ..."
a7mad came closer I smelled his perfum its ......
"Play" the one jasim always wears ..
I had flashbakcs about jasim ..
Me :"jasim whats the perfum you always use?"
Jasim :"play"
Me :"I love it"
Jasim :"it loves you too"
I heard..
A7mad :"manal! Manal? Wain re7tay"
Me :"haa ummm .."
I backed away from a7mad.
I asked him :" what perfume are you wearing?"
A7mad :"I think its called Play"
My eyes started to water up and a Tear streamed down my face while looking at a7mad silently.
A7mad placed his finger on my cheek to grab the tear that was falling and he wiped it away..
A7mad :"manal? Shfeech?" While he's shocked looking at me.
I smiled and looked away.
Me :"umm nothing a7mad don't worry"
A7mad :"tell me"
Me :"your perfume .... Jasim always wears it.."
A7mad :"oh .. I'm sorry I didn't know"
Me :"la its okay adri ma tadri its okay"
He placed his hands on my both cheeks and looked at my eyes saying..
"I'm here I'll always be here I'll always be your friend brother sister mother I don't care who I'll be that for you I promise you manal I won't leave you"
I looked at his eyes and the honesty in them I knew he was telling the truth and he meant it I smiled at him and I came closer to hug him .. He hugged me back I've never felt this safe when I'm in his arms not with jasim not with anyone he can make me feel Like nothing in the world can ever hurt me.
It was the best feeling when I'm in his arms he backed away..
Me :"don't"
A7mad :"okay"
He kept hugging me I just didn't wanna let go I wish I could stay here forever..
After a while I backed away and he looked at me.
A7mad :"manal tell me what do you want ? And I'll do that for you I'll be that for you"
Me :"ummm I just want you to stay in my life and I don't want you to hurt me or I'd hurt you I want us to be like this always.."
A7mad :"okay manal"
A7mad's side :
I would do anything for her she's a Girl worth dying for but I'm afraid, afraid of losing her I don't wanna risk anything I'll always be there for her she's everything to me.
Manal's side :
He's everything to me ... I never ever wanna lose him.
after that we both went to miss sona's class.
He was willing to do anything for me and what I want not what he wanted that was just incredible I couldn't explain what i felt that day I just didn't want that feeling to go Away I like him now more than ever I had strong feelings for him, but it was difficult cause I want us to be "us" I don't want things to get complicated I was happy about us being friends.
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At that day manal and a7mad fell in love they had true feelings for eachother but they were afraid of risking it so they decided to stay friends if they knew the truth about eachother's feelings they'd know how they really felt about eachother and at that moment they fell in love but didn't realize it.
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