I was finally home and happy to be there I woke up in the morning so glad that I was back home yet I'm a Lil sad that I won't see jasim anymore.
I washed up and calmed my hair wore my Fluffy slippers and went downstairs I saw my mom at the living room I went over and Kissed her forehead and hugged her and she hugged me back.
Mom :"haaa gooly shsawaity bel5airan?"
Me :"chthy tmashaina kalaina Janjfa w ba7ar w bss same old same old"
Mom laughed and said :"ee ee 5osh 3ad al7een ma boga ela esboo3 w t5al9 el3i6la ha bnayty shidy 7alaich nabi 3alamat 7elwa".
Me :"ee enshallah yuma don't worry".
We kept on talking jocking and laughing gosh I've missed her.
Suddenly mom brought up dad.
Mom :"manal 7abeebti bagoolich shay w atmana enich tfhmeen elwa'93"
Me :"5air yuma shno sh9ayer ?"
Mom :"wallah 7abeebti oboch..."
Me :"shfee oboy? waina rad?"
Mom :"ee rad ams 7abeebti bss 9arat moshkila bainy w baina .."
Me :"ummm shno elmoshkila sh9ar?"
Mom :"shofay 7abeebti ana kalamta b59oo9 ena kela ysafer w ma nshoofa ella shwaya w hatha shay '3ala6 9a7?"
Me :"ee 9a7 .."
Mom :"w lama gelt lah yoom yah 3a9ab w 6ala3 bara elbait .. Wayd t'9ayagt mn halsalfa w lal7een madri waina wala dag wala gal shay..w entay ams radaity ta3bana gelt a5aleech tirta7een ma ba8ait a'9ayg 5lgich"
Me :"yumaaa enty tadreen ena I don't care about ra7ty kithrich chan gelty ly... "
Mom :"ka gelt lich al7een w el9ara7a madri shasawy .." Giving me her sad face.
Wow I can't believe my dad did that to mom she only cared about him how could he just walk away like that without a call a text or anything I felt so down and mad all at once.
Me :"5ala9 yuma la t7ateen ana aklim oboy w ashoof shfeeh.."
I left mom and went upstairs to my room I held my phone And Saw a Text from Jasim.
Jasim :"Goodmorning Manoolty 7abeebti 7ayati zojty morty<3"
Awwww I miss him so much but I can't deal with him right now I've got dad I need to worry about ...
Me :"hala jasim Goodmorning i really can't talk right now something has came up in my family agool lik ba3dain"
I dialed my dad's phone number.
It rang ...
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No answer.
I called again
..... Still no answer.
Why isn't he answering ... my hands got sweaty while holding the phone for too long waiting for his call back.
Jasim left me a Text saying :"7ayati sh9ayer gooly ly al7een 3asa ma 9ar shay??"
Me :"la mo shay elly a7ad t3awar bss moshkila bain oboy w omy..."
Jasim :"ba3ad 3omri Gooly ly sh9ar? I'm a very good listener ..."
While I was Typing to tell jasim my problem
Typing . . .
My phone Rang
..........
I picked it up It was dad.
Dad :"elsalam 3alaikom manal? ..."
Me :"ee hala yuba wa3alaikom elsalam shloonik?"
Dad :"wallah ya bnaity mash'3ool akalmich ba3dain??"
Me :"la la yuba abi akalmik eb maw'9oo3 '9aroory"
Dad :"hala gooly?"
Me :"about ams you and mom ... Laish yuba 6ala3t w ma radait wala dagait you don't care about mom?"
Dad :"7abeebti hatha bainy w bain omich w la t5afeen everything is okay now.."
Me :"yuba I'm almost 18 I'm not a little girl anymore Afham w a3aref shno elly 9ayer la t7awel t5ish anything I'm all grown up .."
Dad sighed.
Dad :"arid elbait elyoom w netkalam.. Yala ma3a elsalama"
He closed the phone without even me saying anything I got scared what's gonna happen!
I checked my BBM jasim left me alot of Texts.
Jasim :"manal!!!! 6awalty typing..
Wanich???
7ayatii??
7abeeebti?
Reday la t5ar3eeny??"
I replied :"hala jasoomy I'm so sorry dad called me...."
Jasim :"5ara3teeny!!! Shno sh9ar shgal tell me something 3al a8al".
I told jasim the whole story.
Jasim :"wow ur having family problems...7ayati manoolty shofay don't let it get to you wayd okay w shofay s2ly oboch elyoom etha yah w kalmeeh face to face.."
Me :"yea Enshallah I will thank you for listening so much I love you"
Jasim :"Forever and always".
I waited that day for my dad to come home it was passed 5 pm still dad didn't show.
Whats happening! Why is dad acting that way .... I was talking to myself feeling Depressed and sad My head was hurting me my palms were sweaty and my eyes were lost wondering not knowing what is happening.
Dad entered the house. I ran fast and hugged him.
Me :"hala yuba.."
Dad ":hala benty shlonich?"
Me :"tamam w enta?"
Dad :"el7mdallah wain omich bakalmha?"
Me :"umm bel'3orfa w ana bakalmik!"
Dad :"may5alf 7abeebti ba3dain lama a5al9 akalim omich.."
Me :"okay"
Dad went to my mom's room and closed the door.
I was so curious I wanted to know what was he going to tell her so I eavesdropped I know its wrong but I can't help it I wnna know.
I came closer to the door and heard.
"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS LAISH TSAWY FEENY CHTHY.."
Dad :"sem3eeny bss ..."
My mom interrupted :"tabi t6algni 3ala elkalam elly gelta??? Bss hatha moshkiltik la mabi asma3 shay kafy.."
Dad :"sem3ay I found someone lama kent msafer w I'm sorry El3yal elly m5aleeny ag3ad ma3ach wela chan re7t I care about our kids.."
Mom :"tihtam eb 3yalik w omhom belzbala?"
Dad :"aham shay b7ayati 3yalna .."
Mom :"enta chathab w anany ma tfaker ella bnafsik ...... Etc."
And they argued.
6alag?
Is this for real!!!
I can't believe this ....
I covered my mouth with both of my hands hearing all that coming from my parents they never did that before fight or argue sh9ayer beldenya?.
I ran to my room my heart was beating fast its like a hole has been made in my heart and so much blood coming out that hole I was shocked and so hurt...
I layed on my bed holding my chest... Why ? Why? Why my parents ??? Please be a Dream let this be a dream ..
I put on my headphones to forget I played "Hello" by evanescence.
I sang along ...
Don't Try to fix me I'm not Broken ... Hello I'm the light living for you so you can hide Don't Cry ......... suddenly I know I'm not sleeping ...
And started tearing .... After a while I cried so hard that I can't see anything I hugged my pillow and Cried more the Pain in my chest was unbearable It hurts so much.
I fell asleep while crying.
I woke up at 8 pm I went outside my room no one was in the house where mom and dad ? All I saw was my two brothers m7amad and khalid I asked them where were mom and dad.
M7amad :"6la3aw madri wain.."
Where are they going?
I checked my phone so many texts mn jasim.
Jasim :"Manoooooooool!!!! 9ar ly sa3a na6er wanich??? Please 6amneeny shfeech sh9ayer 9ar shay
Oki badig!
Manaaal!!!' Tekfain reday 7ayatii la t5ar3eeny!!!"
I had 6 missed calles from him wow.
I replied :"ummm I'm sorry I fell asleep I wasn't feeling good.."
Jasim :"wallah 5ara3teeny shway w ayee baitkom enzian sh9ar?"
Me :"my mom and dad ....... Are ....."
Jasim :"are ...???"
Me :" ..... "
I started crying again.
Jasim :"manal?? Gooly.."
I didn't reply I left the phone and cried.
Suddenly my phone rang it was jasim.
I pressed the green answer button. And I was silent.
Jasim :"Alloo .. Manal?"
Me :" ....."
Jasim :"manoolty 7abeebti shfeech gooly shfeech please tell me wallah ga3d 3ala nar a7ateech!!!"
Me :" byet6algoon.." I said it with a crying voice.
And cried on the phone.
Jasim :"7ayati 7abeebti galbi tekfain please 3ashany please stop crying mes7ay dmoo3ich wallah '3alya 3alai haday shway okay Take a deep breath.."
I took a deep breath.
jasim :"okay 7ubi sem3ay its not your fault okay ? its not ur fault kel elly 9ar bainhom maktoob ma tadreen yemken 5eera"
me :"jasim I know its not my fault bss laish omy w oboy !!!! abad ma twa8a3t'hom ysawoon chthy w oboy y7ib '3air omy el9ara7a ma sheft'ha wala 7eta t5ayalt'ha you just don't know how I'm feeling right now ... no one does"
jasim :"I do know how u feel la ta7sbeen nafsich enich broo7ich bhal maw8if ana '6al ma3ach w mara7 ahdich okay!! entay 7abeebti morty I'd die for you tafhmeen shno ya3ni rooo7y 7agich w bss??"
I smiled
jasim :"ya 7alat halsmile wallah"
me :"shdarak I'm smiling?"
jasim :"a7iss feech ;)"
I laughed.
jasim :"a5aaaaaaaaaih '9a7kat'ha gumar wallah ee hatha elly abeeh smile wallah forget what just happened elly allah katba bey9eer..."
we kept on talking surprisingly jasim made me feel so much better its like nothing happened I forgot about everything while talking to him gosh I love him so much I'm so glad I have him in my life I don't know what I'd do without him.
we closed the phone after a while and I've missed him already.
I heard someone open the house door it was ......
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