Things weren't getting easy I was at home worried laying in my bed and thinking.
"What college will I end up in? I wanna be with jasim so bad.. What more can I do?"
My mom called me
I ran to my mom.
Me :"hala yuma"
Mom :"KOOLOOOLOOOSH"
Me :"O.O shno shesalfa??????"
Mom :"dazo ly msg 8bloch .... 6b!!!"
Me :"no way mn 9ijch yuma?"
Mom :"hosfay hach"
She handed me her phone
I saw tam 8bool manal elflani fee koleyat el6b.
Omg!!!!
Mom :"sheftay 7abeebti 5eera"
I kissed her
Me :"yea"
I went to my room and realized I won't be with jasim! So i felt down..
I texted jasim.
Me :"hey"
Jasim :"hala w '3ala hala eb manoolty"
Me :"8bloony"
Jasim :"AUM??"
Me :"no"
Jasim :"3ayal?"
Me :"KU 6b"
Jasim :"u applied 7ag KU?"
Me :"yea"
Jasim :"laish ma gelty ly?"
Me :"wallah madri omy galat ly to w ana kent wath8a ena ra7 ya8blooni AUM bss wow en9damt"
Jasim :"umm oki"
Me :"jasim?"
Jasim :"yea?"
Me :"are u okay?"
Jasim :"yea I'm okay ;* sorry bss I won't see u everyday I wanna see u .."
Me :"its okai we can talk to eachother and see eachother mn time leh time.."
Jasim :"yea okay mabrook 7abeebti mwafga"
Me :"thaanx ;*"
I wasn't excited that much now cause It wasn't what I and jasim wanted..
I layed on my bed thinking and went in twitter I tweeted
"I got accepted in KU 6b"
I saw a mention.
"MABROOOK wanasa ma3ai"
He was a guy with an anonymous name .
I replied :"thanx ybarik feek"
I closed my phone and went downstairs to get me something to drink i made a Milkshake and went back up to my room.
I checked my phone there was a notification from that dude again.
I checked in twitter to see what he mentioned me for.
"I hope you do good in college and tyeeb a3la nesba w tfar7een ahlich"
I replied :"thank u stranger"
"Who's he ? And why does he keep mentioning me"
I drank my milkshake and relaxed I watched a movie just chilling.
My phone vibrated it was another mention from that guy.
"What does he want?"
The anonymous guy :"hey can I have a follow back?"
I replied :"Oh I'm sorry I can't"
I hurried and texted jasim.
Me :"hey jasoomy"
Jasim :"hala 7abeebti"
And I told him about that guy in twitter.
Jasim :"skip don't follow aw ay shay.."
Me :"enshallah"
3aysha called me.
Me :"aloo?"
3aysha :"manool shrayich nroo7 avenu.."
Me :"elyoom?"
3aysha :"ee ba3ad shwsy"
Me :"wallah madri mally 5lg"
3aysha :"chub ra7 tro7een"
Me :"okay okay a39abich"
I told my mom I wanted to go with 3aysha she gave me her permission.
I wore my dark jeans and a paige shirt top with a small white jacket and made my hair wavy and wore some bracelets and white sandals.
I got ready and told the driver to take me to 3aysha's house I arrived there and told 3aysha to come out.
We both drove to Avenues and arrived there I went in with 3aysha.
"I wish everything turns out to be for the best" I was talking with myself
I walked and saw my fav shop Zara I went in with 3aysha.
Me :"omg 3awaash hatha 3ajeeb shrayich??"
3aysha :"meh ... 3adi"
Me :"mn 9ijich 7lwwww"
3aysha :"oki oki 7lw buy it"
Me :"I dont have the money its expensive"
3aysha :"3ayal redeeh -.-"
Me :"fine" with a sad look I loved that top I wanted it.
We left the store and Went to eat something at a Restaurant We sat at the food court infront of mac.
3aysha :"manool shofy a'3ra'9y ana ba6lb w ayee tabeen shay?"
Me :"ee anything but a small meal with sprit"
3aysha :"oki"
She went to order for us .. And I sat alone I saw a Bunch of guys near our table and one guy was looking at me.
"This weird I should pretend that I don't see him"
I looked away and pretended to see my phone.
I turned my face and saw the guys again.
"Omg he's still staring"
I don't like this I'm not comfortable with this ..
My phone vibrated.
Jasim :"7ayati?"
Me :"3yoonha?"
Jasim :"a7bhom ;* shitsaweeen?"
Me :"6al3a with 3awash"
Jasim :"wain ? w laish ma gelty ly?"
Me :"avenuse and Madri .."
Jasim :"shno ma tadreen?? :/ mafroo'9 tgoolen ly I'm your bf lazim a3aref wain troo7en"
Me :"okay! I'm sorry mo 8a9dy"
Jasim :"mara thanya gooly ly 9ayra wayd tastkteen w ma tgoolen ly anything :/"
Me :"I have to go jasim ttyl"
I got upset from how he's acting..
And I put my phone on silent.
3aysha came holding the plate.
Me :"taw elnass"
3aysha :"shasawy za7maaa!!"
Me :"yea yea elmohem n'3ayer mokana??"
3aysha :"why?"
Me :"mo merta7na hni" and I was staring at the guys behind her.
3aysha looked behind her and saw the guy that was still staring at me.
3aysha :"Ooooooh ... Oki" fhamat.
We took our stuff and changed our table.
We sat and ate talking and chatting like old days cause its been a while since we've done that with college and finals and stuff.
When we were done we took our stuff and started walking I went to this shop I love "splash" I found so many beautiful things to buy if only i had enough money I got sad I held this cute jacket I wanted it and I stood by the mirror staring at it on me with a Sad face and said :"Chan zain ashtreeh I need more money" 3aysha saw me and bought it for me gosh I love her so much wala mara ga9erat
me and 3aysha left the store
I held my phone and saw 20 texts from jasim in and 7 PINGS.
Oh my gosh ... He's pissed ..
I sent him :"umm I'm sorry i got busy w nesait.."
Jasim :"La wallah? 9ar ly sa3a adiz w akalmich w 7agratny?"
Me :"its not like that jasim wallah"
Jasim :"ee ee re7tay shopping w gaz ma3a 3awash haa mestansa gooly ly? Stanastay?"
I got really upset from how he's acting.. and treating me
Me :"thanx for ur trust lol akalmik ba3dain"
I left my phone and I felt so down.. 3aysha could see my face.
3aysha :"manal? Shrayich nroo7 chocolate bar?"
Me :"yea sure"
We went to chocolate bar and ate chocolate
ofcourse chocolate always makes me feel better I felt a little better
while we were eating..
3aysha :"manal cheer up ana m6al3tich 3ashan nestanas mo t'3algeen w ta5reebn 6al3atna.."
me :"yea bss shloon ma a'3alg w meshakil everywhere I go .. mara with mom and dad then school then college and now jasim .. its all just too much for me to handle you know!"
3aysha :"yea I know bss hathy el7ayat nothings easy .. if you want something you better go fight for it cause easy come easy go ..."
me :"yea"
we continued eating
"what if the things I planned for weren't meant to be what if my future isn't like how I thought it would be" I was thinking
I held the spoon on the table staring at it I felt like the life I've been living wasn't true ... cause I don't know what true is anymore and who to believe is this spoon even real ? or am I just thinking its real ..
for a moment I felt like I went crazy ... what was I talking about .. I came back to reality
me :"3aysha lets go"
we held our shopping bags and went to the car.
while I was walking to the avenues parking place outside the building I felt like I was being followed I didn't look back I contuined walking me and 3aysha almost arrived to the car we had to cross the street I turned around and saw someone from a distance standing alone ..
I was at the street I wanted to cross over to go to the car suddenly I heard 3aysha saying :"manoooooooooool look out"
I turned left and saw a black taho car coming infront of me I blanked I couldn't think at all I felt someone pushing me ....
I opened my eyes
ahh my head hurts
I saw 3aysha
3aysha :"manal ??? manoool can u hear me?"
me :"yea sh9ar ?"
3aysha :"ba8at td3mich sayara ..."
i turned my face left and saw a guy standing yam 3aysha ..
who is he the image is all blurry
3aysha :"and this guy pushed you out of the way .."
I closed my eyes and opened the them again.
omg its the guy from the table who was staring at me ... why was he here was he following me ?
me :"ummm mno enta?"
the guy :"mo mohem elmohem are you okay ?"
me :"yea I'm fine"
I tried to get up but I fell ... my head hurts I hit the ground hard when he pushed me.
he held me before I fell on the ground
he looked into my eyes his eyes were wide brown deep eyes he had thick eyelashes and a saksoka ..
the guy :"haa shway shway lazim nwadeech el6abeeb"
3aysha :"mashkoor 3ala kel shay I'll take it from here ana awadeeha"
he smiled I noticed a dimple in his right cheek while he was smiling a half smile to me..
me :"yea mshkoor .."
the guy :"no problem .."
3aysha held me and we both walked to the car
the guy saw us while we went in the car and drove away he noticed something on the ground he leaned over and grabbed it it was a Bracelet that jasim gave me back when we were at khairan resort.. he pointed and waved at our car so we stop but non of us saw him kept that bracelet with him and went home.
while me and 3aysah at the car ..
3aysha :"shloon rasich ?"
me :"y3awrny"
3aysah :"rajo take us to hospital"
3aysha took me to the hospital to check if I'm okay ..
we went in to see the doctor and he examined me
doctor :"el7mdallah ma feeha shay bss jar7 5afeef t7taj ta86eeb w lazim trta7"
3aysha :"mashkoor"
3aysha :" manool ma ttobeen kel sa3 mwadeetich el6abeeb" she laughed
I laughed
me :"its not my fault"
I smiled
she held me and we walked to the car .. I went home and I didn't tell mom anything I didn't want her to worry"
I slep that day I didn't even touch my phone I had a big headache in the middle of the night I dreamt
a deam about ......
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