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I pressed hard on her chest
Me :"manal goomay allah y5aleech gomay don't go 7abeebti Mara7 a3a9b 3alaich mara thanya wala ajra7ich please goomay" I was crying I never cried that hard for anyone in my life whats happening to me!
I looked at the blood in my hand and her white dress is fillied with red blood ..
"Ya rab atrajak" I sat on my knee's looking at the sky crying ...
Chan asjed w ad3y ..
"Ya rab raj7ha Atrajak raj3ha la ta5th'ha mny wallah maly '3airha atrajak ya rab .."
Someone tapped on my back saying "She's gone..."
Me :"no she isn't tel3boon ma3ai? Wallah 7aram 3alaikom MANAL GOMAY PLEASE PLEASE " I cried hard..
I held her head and put my head on hers I closed my eyes and teared my heart couldn't bare with the fact that she's gone I saw a white light up ahead ....
Ahhhhhhhhh
I woke up ... It was a dream .. I saw tears on my face.
"A3ootho bellah mn elshay6an elrajeem"
I looked around I was in my room.
"El7malladh el7mdallah el7mdallah It was just a dream" !! I wiped my tears away ..
I got up washed my face I saw my face in the mirror and I thought to myself
"what if that guy didn't save her ... she could of died I'm glad he did I shouldn't be upset I should be happy that she's safe"
I went downstairs so silent and calm ..
I saw my dad and mom bel9ala with my lil sis I played with her she's 4 years old her name is ('3azal) I hugged her and kissed I want a baby girl so bad abi adal3ha w al3ab ma3aha w awans'ha abeeha tshbah .... Manal abi baby mnha wallah ma at5ayal 7ayati ma3a wa7da thanya.
Manal's side :
He left like that ? Wow .. I called the driver to take me home I was feeling so depressed things weren't going great.
I entered my room and sat I didn't even change my clothes from how depressed I am I looked at the painting he draw .. I heard someone out the door it sounded like a guy ...
I came closer to the door It was my dad omg!!
I hurried and layed in my bed I acted like I was sleeping.
Dad knocked the door..
Dad :"manal?"
I didn't replay
He opened the door and came in
Dad tapped my back saying :"manal goomay"
I didn't answer I wanted him to go away yay eb wagt '3ala6.
I eventually woke up
Me :"yuba?"
Dad :"ee hala manal ma tshoofeen oboch haa mn ziman wala ts2leen 3ana .. "
Me :"what?"
Dad :"gomay '3aslay w ta3aly ta7at"
Me :"okay"
I know I told my mom I would work things with dad but no I hate him I don't like him aghh..
I went downstairs and saw dad waiting for me bel9ala mom wasn't home at that time and bros were at my aunts.
Dad :"yala manal jahza?l
Me :"7ag shno?"
Dad :"bawadeech mokan"
Me :"mally 5lg"
Dad :"entay ta3aly w bss w ra7 tyeen"
His attuide sucked.
I wore my shoes and went out with dad he took me in his car we drove to an apartment ..
OMG! No ... No ...
He parked his car and we got out..
Me :"yuba waina e7na?"
Dad :"oush ta3aly"
I hope its not what I think it is ..
We went on the 3rd floor and entered his apartment.
I went in ... And I saw
Her
My stepmom or whatever ... She was pale and white like the snow she had red hair and she was chubby her smile felt like knifes all over my body the looks on her face scared me.
Dad :"manal hathy morty noha"
I stood there in silence
Dad poked me :"ro7ay salmay"
I went over and I didn't kiss her or held her or anything I simply said "7asby allah w ne3m elwakeel"
Her face expression changed its like I'm a threat to her ..
Dad saw this and told me to sit And I sat noha started talking about herself dad as If I care .. Then she asked me about college and high school I said everything was fine..
She kept on asking trying to bond the relationship and I ignored I saw the look on my dad's face he was angry.
Dad :"manal momken kelma belma6ba5 3an ethnich noha"
He grabbed my arm and went to the kitchen..
Dad :"manal kalmeeha 3adil elmara ma sawat lich shay w 6ayba ma3ach ma s2lat ella 3anich"
Me :"ur right dad elmara ma sawat shay .. You did mafroo'9 ma a3a9b 3alaiha mafroo'9 a3a9b 3alaik enta elly la3abt feena kelena .." I changed my tone
Dad :"la t6awleen 9ootich 3alai .."
He said it with an angry tone
Dad came closer.
Dad :"entay ra7 t3amleenha 3adil wela 9adgeeny mako jam3a mako friends w 6al3a"
Me :"enta wain w eljam3a wain ent awal shay tadri wain en8balt? Sa2alt 3an 7alty la yuba ent mo 3arf sh9ayer bs hamik nafsik sheft omy? Omy ana ee elly 3isht 6ool 3omrik ma3aha lal7een tfaker feek w ana ara'9eeha w agool laha ma yestahal wallah yuba ma twa8a3t'ha mnik .. I was shy long enough but I'm not anymore mara7 askit I'm done with this saw elly tabeeh bss 9adgny ana omy mara7 nsam7ik w 7asby allah w n3im elwakeel 3ala kel elt 9ar do u even know what happening in my life 9ar ly moda maska w sakta w kafy elly feeny yuba kafy .."
Dad was silent he Knew I was right and he was wrong I left the kicthen and sat on the sofa near noha I told her :"Have a happy life bye"and I left the apartment dad didn't stop me .. He was thinking he knew I was right.
I called rajo to pick me up I went downstairs ground level.
"It seems like things actually changed and I'm gonna have to deal with it I have to be strong not weak I don't need anyone I only need me"
I left with rajo and went home mom came back asking me where I went and I told her dad came .. She was surpised I told her everything
Mom :"umm ya3ni shfteeha?"
Me :"ee"
Mom :"shloonha?"
Me :"ma teswa thara mnich yuma .."
Mom smiled and hugged me and we kept talking at the end of the conversation I could see she's upset a little.
I went up to my room and washed then slept
The next day
I woke up hearing the birds sing I smiled then remembered what happened Yesterday suddenly my smiled disappeared jasim haven't texted me yet..
Sigh I washed up and got dressed I heard my phone rang it was 3aysha
Me :"aloo"
3aysha :"baaaaaaaaih sha5bary manool m'3abra"
Me :"excuse me enty elly ma tdgeen wala tsolfeen"
3aysha :"la wallah .."
Me :"ee wallah" a8ald 9ot'ha
3aysha :"chub chub enzain I wanna meet you eb 7adee8at ******* today weedi atmasha shrayich?"
Me :"wallah madri 3awash .. Mally 5lg"
3aysha :"okay thaaaanx be there at 4 pm"
Me :"...... Okay"
She laughed
3aysha :"I know u love me cant say not :$"
Me :"I sure do ;*"
I smiled and closed the phone..
I wore a black shirt jeans and a scarf I wasn't really in the mood to aksha5..
At 3:30 I got out the house told rajo to take mento 7adee8a ****** and we drove there.. When I arrived I texted 3aysha where are you?
3aysha :"i'm not there"
Me :"what?"
I turned my face and looked around the garden it was empty ..
I heard a voice behind me ..
"A7m"
I turned around it was jasim ..
Me :"what are you doing here ?"
Jasim :"I planned this with 3aysha" he smiled
I giggled
Me :"I'm not surprised its not the first time"
Jasim :"yea" he smiled
Me :"where were you ams ma kalamtny after you left .."
Jasim :"well manal I just am so thankful that your still here with me and I'm thankful that that guy saved you el7mdallah ma 9ar feech shay wallah aham shay ur safty I don't care about anything ales I'm sorry ams re7t faj2a 3anich w kent adri e7tmal kbeer ena mara7 tyeen today el7adee8a if I told you cause of what happened ams.."
Me :"yea .. Its okay"
Jasim looked at my eyes smiling ..
Me :"what?" i smiled
Jasim :"I love your eyes"
I giggled
Me :"hehe .. Thank you" I looked away smiling..
jsim :"oob oob esta7at manoolty"
me :"chub la"
jasim :"ee ee" he laughed
Jasim walked and I walked near him till we sat in a chair ..
He sat near me staring at me..
Me :"whaaat?"
Jasim :"you're just so beautiful"
Me :"I look horrible today"
Jasim :"you're never horrible in my eyes"
I smiled and looked away shyly
I looked at the ground and my smile suddenly disappeared...
Jasim :"shfeech manal?"
Me :"nothing"
Jasim :"ee mbayen tara ana many ray7 wala ra7 a5aleech troo7en ella lama tgoolen ly shfeech?"
Me :"mako shay"
Jasim :"don't lie to me"
I sighed
I talked about my dad and what happened with his wife and I felt really upset ..
I teared and covered my face
Jasim :"manal la tabcheen..." He put his hand behind my back when I covered my face.
Me :"no its okay I'm fine" I wiped my tears away looking at the ground
Jasim stood up jdamy ..
Jasim :"gomay"
Me :"why?"
Jasim :"bss gomay .."
When I stood up he opened his arms and hugged me ..
I felt his warm chest and his touch I swear to god his touch has that magical thing that t5adrny and I feel so numb and wow ..
I didn't wanna let go I felt so much better ... I had to let go before anyone sees us ..
Jasim :"haa u feel better?"
I giggled
Me :"yea hehe"
I couldn't stop giggling like an idiot he laughed seeing me giggle and smile..
Gosh he's so amazing..
I suddenly started thinking and he put his hand on mine he opened my hand and held mine
"OMG!!"
He smiled .. I felt butterflies in my tummy ..
it was magical his touch his smile how he made everything bad I felt disappear .
jasim :"a7bich" while looking at my eyes
me :"amoot feek"
he leaned over
OMG what us he doing..
he looked into my eyes
me :"what are you doing"
jasim :"looking deep in your eyes I wanna know the secret how are they so bright and beautiful"
I blushed
jasim :"7alat elly tst7y"
I blushed more
he laughed
me :"chub" I covered my face
jasim :"don't cover it I love it "
he held my hand and stood up telling me to go somewhere with him ..
me :"wain benroo7
jasim :"ta3aly"
we went to a tree
he wrote J + M= Forever & Always
I smiled
me :"awwwwwww"
jasim :"I wanna show you a magic trick .."
me :"oh shno"
him :"shofy elshyara seeda la t6al3eeny w '3am'9y 3anich"
me :"why?"
jasim :"just do it ..its a magic trick"
me :"okay"
I looked at the tree and closed my eyes ..
I suddenly felt him coming closer to me from the side I felt something on my cheek .. he placed his lips softly on my cheeks and kissed me ..
he moved away saying open your eyes I looked at him smiling and blushing
me :"hehe"
jasim :"a5aaaaaaaaaaaaaih"
we laughed and walked and had a great time ..I loved every moment of it
I went home sooooooooooooooo in love and I felt all the problems I had didn't exist at all <3
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