Someone Like You Chapter 30

When I finally understood the whole story ..

Jasim :"so? .... Manal say something".

I was silent I didn't reply to what he said I was thinking astaw3b kel shay.

Jasim :"manal are you there??"

Me :"ummm yea?"

Jasim :"I know I've made alot of mistakes and this is the biggest I've hurt you and I'll never forgive myself for what I did ..But do you understand why I left now? Why I choose her instead of you?"

Me :"umm yea.."

Jasim :"yea .. I know ur in a shock I was shocked myself when I knew I had to do this.."

Me :"yea"

Jasim :"manal ... I love you I'm SO SORRY wallah I am fehmay ena I had to do this wela kent ma abi .. And I'm so sorry for the way I treated you"

Me :"I'm not mad anymore ... But I'm still hurt and It won't go away.."

Jasim :"and I'll promise w a7lf eny mara7 a3eedha ever again in my whole life a8samt lich manal.."

Me :"yea I believe you ... So you're leavening her ?"

Jasim :"ummmm.."

Me :"what?"

Jasim :"I can't ... I already promised her I won't leave her cause she's in a mess and sick physically she's been through alot.."

Wow ... After all this ..

Me :"ummm ok"

Jasim :"manal .. Plz just give me time I'll come back to you I swear I'll try.."

Me :"jasim .. Don't I told I'm not a second choice to anyone and I'm sorry I don't wanna be with you anymore.."

Jasim :"oh .. Umm I thought you did.."

Me :"I used to .. Not anymore"

Jasim :"I understand you deserve so much better than me wallah you do"

Me :"ur right I do"

Jasim :"but can I ask u for one little thing ?"

Me :"what?"

Jasim :"can I be your friend?"

I took a while in answering him back for that question ... Should I be his friend or just leave him like that a part of me really wanted to be with him and the other part Doesn't want anything to do with him Even though I said I hated him I really don't I can never hate him Its just how I feel .. but this time I chose my mind instead of my heart and it says things are better of if you leave him .. I wanted to go and I was ready to type "No" to him But I just couldn't, have you ever felt like you had to leave someone to protect yourself but at the same time if you left the pain in your chest just grows deeper and you just don't know what to do.

A conflict happened in my head should I leave forever ... Or stay and be friends.. !!

Jasim :"mawjooda??"

I replied :"yea"

Jasim :"what do u say?"

I typed ...










Me :"sure"

It was a surprise why would I want to be his friend after what he did !

The truth is I still love him I still do have feelings for him even though what happened I still do love him but I will never be with him ever again I know I deserve better than that.

Jasim :"Thank u thank u thank u so so much manal I promise I won't let you down I'll be here for you always.."

Me :"ur welcome and the only person who was here for me was a7mad"

I sensed that jasim got a little mad cause He took a while in answering me back.

After 3 minutes.

Jasim :"so .. You guys are together now?"

Me :"Lol you still don't get it .. Look at what your saying you know what nevermind I'll go .. Bye"

Jasim :"wait no no wait!!! Okay I'm sorry manal.."

Me :"have you noticed how many times You told me you're sorry ?"

Jasim :"Idk what to do manal I'm under alot of pressure I'm sorry I know I'm not making things better or helping you"

Me :"okay its fine .. I should go.."

Jasim :"okay okay 1 last thing"

Me :"??"

Jasim :"can you give me a7mad's Account or something ?"

Me :"what why?"

Jasim :"I wanna talk to him .."

Me :"lol no thanx you've already caused enough damage .."

Jasim :"manal I just wanna fix things now okay?"

Me :"okay but wait"

I went to me & a7mad's convo.

Me :"a7mad?"

A7mad :"hala?"

Me :"jasim wants to talk to you"

A7mad :"laish ?"

Me :"gal he wanna fix things .."

A7mad :"okai give him my pin"

I went to jasim's convo and gave him his pin.

Jasim :"thanx manal .. I promise I won't disappoint you anymore"

Me :"lets hope".

I was wondering what did jasim wanna talk to a7mad about .. Was he gonna fight what was he up to?

Jasim's side :

I added a7mad and he accepted.

I started the convo.

Me :"elsalam"

A7mad :"wa3alaikom elsalam"

Me :"so you're the famous a7mad ?"

A7mad :"and ur the famous jasim lol"

Me :"yea .."

A7mad :"shno ba8ait tgool?"

Me :"shoof .. I don't like you"

Before I continued he wrote.

A7mad :"Right back at you .."

Me :"5alny akamel"

A7mad :"okay"

Me :"bss manal really likes u and appreciates you .. I know I haven't been the Best BF I've hurt her so much .. And yea .. Bss I think you're whats best for her.."

A7mad :"sh8a9dik?"

I explained to him alot of stuff he never expected I would tell him this ..

When I was done me and a7mad agreed we're friends now.

I went to manal's convo.

Me :"manal?"

Manal :"hala?"

Me :"I'm gonna go for a while I won't be here for days so I apologized to a7mad and We're friends now atmana ena mo maska 3alai shay w ... Yea"

Manal's side :

"Wow he wants to be friends now he wanna leave.."

Me :"whatever jasim go I don't care anymore.. For all I care you can do whatever you want be with reem marry her let her be ur everything :)"

I got so angry ga3d yel3ab feeny ..

Jasim :"okay I'll go now sam7eeny 3ala kel shay manal .. 7aleleny sam7eeny"

Me :"just go.."

Jasim :"I love you .. Goodbye"

He left ..

I had a silent moment .. I teared when I read (Goodbye) that word just kills me I kept tearing I wiped my tears away I can't believe I was a fool .. It hurts It hurts so much..

A7mad texted me.

A7mad :"manal?"

I replied :"yea?"

A7mad :"are you okay? Did he tell you?"

Me :"yea ... I'm fine .. I'm perfectly fine its good that he left .. Right?" I teared while typing that.

A7mad :"yea .. I guess I'll be here for you manal I promise Don't worry you're not alone".

Me :"a7mad can we meet ?"

A7mad :"sure when?"

Me :"now"

A7mad :"now?"

Me :"yea"

A7mad :"okay wain?"

Me :"college.."

A7mad :"laish college"

Me :"just be there"

A7mad :"okai"

It was almost 6 pm.

I had to make up an excuse for my mom to let me go to college.

I went to my mom downstairs.

Me :"yuma I have alot of work That needs to be done by tomorrow for college and I just remembered abi aroo7 eljam3a"

Mom :"elsa3a 6?"

Me :"adri 3adi eljam3a is open 24/7"

Mom :"5ala9 okai bss deery balich 7abeebti w reday mbacher la tt25rain"

Me :"enshallah yuma"

I went up stairs I wore my dark blue jeans with a Black and white stripped top pushed half my hair back with a Clip and wore white sandals.

I went outside I told rajo to take me to college.

While I was on my way I texted him he said he was there.

I arrived and went in ..












Jasim :"Manal" he nodded his head saying hi.

Me :"hi"

A7mad :"so ... I'm here"

Me :"yea Thank you for being here I know its late and you probably have better things to do .."

A7mad :"la la I'm glad I'm here" he smiled.

I smiled back.

Me :"ummm so ..."

A7mad :"so..."

We laughed.

Me :"lets walk.."

A7mad :"okay"

Me and a7mad walked to the back garden..

A7mad :"are you okai manal"

Me :"yea I'm fine ..." I looked down at the floor while I was walking.

A7mad :"shitfakreen feeh?"

Me :"I don't know .. I'm not fine .. I'm hurt so much t3aref lama tn9dim eb sha'3la w eb ensan w mo gader tstaw3ib elly 9ar "

A7mad was looking at me while I was looking front.

A7mad :"yea .. You think you know someone but it turns out you didn't"

Me :"yea.."

.....


Me :"does he even love me?"

A7mad :"I think .. I think you should let go and forget .."

Me :"what If I can't ?"

A7mad :"you can you're stronger than you think Tabeen el9ij you're 1 in a million You're different wallah .. All kuwait girls I see them care about one thing And almost wear the same clothes and kel shay the same enty la2 7eta sowalfich w 6ab3ich wallah '3air and from what you've even through kel shay Kaa .. You survived you let go of what your dad did and you moved on .. Why not with jasim?"

I looked at him

Me :"...... I don't know"

A7mad :"5ala9 la tgooleen I can't w I can't ..."

I didn't reply

A7mad :"manal?" He stopped walking.

Me :"yea?"

A7mad :"can I give you a hug?"

"Awwww he asked me for a hug thats so polite"

Me :"aww yea"

He came closer and leaned over Wrapped his arms around me and so did I on him .. I closed my eyes breathing .. Feeling his chest breathing on mine and I put my head on his shoulder .. It felt so warm and. Cousy and safe Like its the best place in world and I felt like no one can hurt me when I'm here I smiled And sqeeezed him.

A7mad :"fa8a9teeny manal.. xD"

Me :"hahahaha" I backed away.

We stared at eachother smiling ..

Me :"I'm glad your my friend a7mad I don't know what I could have done without you .."

I saw a7mad's face expression changed .. He looked down.

A7mad :"yea .. I'll always be here you know that.."

Me :"are you okay?"

A7mad :"Yea I'm fine"

We continued walking till we arrived to his car..

Me :"what are you doing????"

A7mad :"come with me.."

Me :"shnooo whereee???"

A7mad :"do you trust me?"

Me :"yea"

A7mad :"then come with me .."

"Oh my gosh I'm gonna regret this.."

I went inside his car and he drove he took me somewhere .. I was afraid I was really scared.

A7mad :"hahaha manooool shfeech 5ayfa?"

Me :"haa .. La mo 5ayfa"

A7mad :"ga3d asma3 dagat galbich mn hni xD" he laughed.

Me :"shut up -.-"

He laughed again.

We drove He took me to a place.

A7mad :"w9alna.."

Me :"where?"

A7mad :"ta3alay awareech"

I got really scared its dark and at night and I'm alone with a guy THIS IS NOT GOOD.

Me :"okay"

He walked and walked and I followed him till we arrived to small house "trailer".

Me :"shno hatha?"

A7mad :"come in.."

OMG !! This is creeepy.

Gomt ad3ay .. 5ayfaa.

He opened the door and went in.

A7mad :"ta3alai.."

Me :"mabi .."

A7mad :"laish 5ayfa ta3ali mara7 asaweeh feech shay" he laughed.

I took a peek in ..








WOW!!!







I went in and he closed the door.

Me :"oh my gosh shno hatha a7mad??"

A7mad smiled :"you know I play parkour alot and me and my group would come here every night when we feel upset n9are7 ba3a'9 w n6al3 kel shay and to express our anger or feelings we write on the walls or draw on them to let out what we feel .."

I was amazed by the art in The trailer .. it Was small but the art inside it was amazing I had no idea kuwait guys are talented like this ...

A7mad :"and I wrote lyrics of songs I love on the walls .."

A7mad went closer to the wall ..

A7mad :"ta3ali shofay .."

I come closer and I read
"Do you know what its like when you're not who you wanna be .. do you know what its like to be your own worst anime"

A7mad :"I wrote that the day my dad got angry at me cause I didn't wanna go to the college that he wanted me to go to and When I went to my room I cursed on my dad aloot and I never did that ever in my whole life and I hated all the people elly ysboon ahalhom aw chthy I became my own anime you know?"

Me :"yea ... Skillet?"

A7mad :" ee u know skillet?"

Me :"yea they're my fav band"

A7mad :"wow mine too" he laughed.

A7mad :"anyways hatha one of many lyrics I wrote .."

Me :"wow awal mara ashoof chthy a7mad this is amazing actually more than amazing wow ..."

I smiled and he smiled back at me.

The walla behind a7mad I think I saw a Letter "M" I came closer to know what is written near it.. Suddnely I heard my phone ring.

It was my mom .. I saw my watch it was 9:30 pm.

Me :"OMG Ma 7asait belwagt.."

Me :"I have to go a7mad Thank u for showing me this.."

A7mad :"oh no its okay I'll drop u .. Bss wain?"

Me :"drop me in college I'll call Rajo so he'd take me back home "

A7mad :"5ala9 okay"

A7mad drove and took me back to college I went in rajo's car and we drove away..

What happened with a7mad was something I can't explain its like discovering something new but your eyes won't believe it.

I arrived home mom was very worried I calmed her down and went up stairs to get ready for bed.

I slept that night I was so amazed by what happened today i almost forgot about jasim..




jasim :"manaaaaaaaaaaaaal come and find me" he smiled at me while running away ..

I ran behind him ..

he looked like an angel and everything around us was all white and foggy ..

jasim :"catch me.." he ran faster

I tried to catch up to him but he was too far away I tried to run faster ..

suddenly I fell down a hole it became all dark I closed my eyes I wanted it all to go away

jasim :"a7bich ... find me"

I opened my eyes I found myself in a street ..

I saw him from a distance he smiled and ran away

I ran towards him till I saw from a distance him hugging another girl ..

he laughed at me and she laughed at me I tripped and I fell

I cried he came closer laughing at me and it hurts so much ..













Ahhhh I woke up it was just a Dream..

"i thought I forgot about him .. Why now? why this ahhh my head"

I held my head it was 9:30 am I had lab class I don't wanna be late I hurried and wore my skinny light blue jeans and a gray top I hurried to college ..

I wasn't feeling good at all and I saw someone from a distance I know that person its ...