Someone Like You chapter 38

when I arrived home I went to my room washed my faced and stared at the mirror ...

"should I go?"

that little voice in my head ..
"don't go he caused enough pain you don't deserve this"

other voice
"but he maybe in need and in trouble maybe some of his family members got hurt"

I had to find out whats the important thing just for one last time I decided to go, I took my bag and told mom I wanted to go grab me a drink from starbucks I left when I enterd I saw him.

My heart began to beat fast and I started biting the inside of my cheek I got closer to him ... when he saw me he stood up.

I saw his face I got terrified who is he ... I have never seen him in that way he looks like a mess his eyes lost its sparkle and dark brown color all around his eyes he hasn't shaved in ages and he looks messy what happened to him.

jasim :"manal" he smiled like he couldn't believe what he saw.

Me :"ummmm jasim ..."

jasim :"tfa'9lay sit"

I sat infront of him I was in a shock from how he changed his looks and he barely smiles.

"oh my gosh"

Me :"whats the important thing?"

I saw him tear ..

"wow is he tearing?"

Me :"umm u okai?"

jasim :"yea .. I am I just can't believe ur here for me"

Me :"I'm not here for you I just wanna know whats important"

jasim :"okay ...remember when I told you I fixed things with a7mad and we talked it through we became friends before I left?"

Me :"yea?"

jasim :"gal lich shno gelt lah?"

Me :"no?"

jasim showed me the convo he had with a7mad few months ago I read it



jasim :".... I'll be leaving her cause I don't deserve her I love her so much I love her enough to let her go and be with someone ales who can make her happy without breaking her heart it was too late for me to fix things cuz I can't she wants me to leave reem bss etha hadait'ha ra7 tmoot ya3ni 7ayat'ha eb edy and the only way for manal to be happy is for me to let her go and be with someone y3aw'9ha ..someone like you...."

a7mad :"so .. you wanna leave manal? so I can be with her?"

jasim :"yea ... cuz she already likes you and adri enik 5oosh wa7d wala mara jara7t'ha methly w ma ga9art ma3aha you helped her alot I was jealous of that you both had something special I hated that but I know you'll be better with her .. she deserves someone like you"

a7mad :"wow ... enzain?"

jasim :"I'm gonna tell you things shloon taksib manal make her fall in love with you 3ashan abeek t3aw'9ha belpain I'll give her now .."

a7mad :"madri jasim I don't wanna hurt her"

jasim :"you won't .. do you wanna be with her?"

a7mad :"yea.."

jasim :"then listen her favorite color is blue she loves bunnies alot wayd t7ib nutella and surprises faj2ha eb alot of surprises and send her morning texts be there for her always no matter how tough the situation seems to gain her more listen to her more and open up ur heart to her thats when she starts liking the person make her feel safe w aham shay ...NEVER EVER hurt her if you did I'll kill you"

a7mad :" ummm ... wow ... oki deal"

jasim :"I'm gonna tell her now make her feel better that I left make her forget about me w allah ywafgkom .... bye"















my eyes were burning from tears that were coming down.

I looked at jasim

suddenly I heard someone running and entering starbucks I turned around..

It was a7mad .... I looked at jasim and a7mad looked at us he came closer

jasim stood up I was holding jasim's phone I stood up and came closer to a7mad I pointed jasim's phone infront of a7mad's face..

while I was tearing

Me :"is this true?"

a7mad looked down he nodded his head saying yes.

I was shaking I couldn't believe anything that was happening right now I was despretly hoping its a dream a nightmare that eventaully I'll wake up to I kept closing my eyes and opening them Its not a dream.

I looked at jasim ....

jasim :"manal I know you're in a shock but if you wanna know the whole truth I died the day you left I left reem along time ago when I left you after few days I left reem I told her (ur family ur problem) I hurt her but I didn't care cause I was already dead .. since then I had no purpose in life I felt like I wasn't living at all I love you with all my heart manal thats why I did this for you thats why I left cause you deserve better .. you deserve a7mad not me cause I won't let you be with me .. you just deserve better I kept on hurting you before cause I was pushing you away when I said I don't love you I lied I was just pushing you away...."

I couldn't stop the tears that were streaming down my face ..

Me :"have you ever thought for 1 second I didn't wanna be with anyone ales at that time? have you ever thought all I ever wanted to be was with you ..??"

jasim :"yea I did think about that but I didn't care cuz I don't want you to be with me I'll hurt you I can never let that happen manal NEVER"

I looked at a7mad

Me :"and you let him do this just hurt me kill me???"




a7mad :" .... no I didn't want to but we agreed you can never know bss hatha 5arab kel shay"

jasim :"e7trim nafsik"

a7mad :"ent low re7t w ma radait wallah chan 5alait'ha tensak bss u keep coming back and hurts her it kills her ma t7iss???? kel ma tred aw takteb shay tejra7'ha laish ma re7t methel ma wa3adtny"

jasim looked at me

jasim :"I couldn't ... everytime I'm close to you I feel better I didn't wanna be with you I just wanted to be close to you and know ur safe bss nothing more nothing less"

a7mad :"shoof wayheha!!!"

jasim looked at a7mad.

a7mad :"SHOOF!!" he shouted

jasim looked at me.

a7mad :"this is what ur doing right now ... u hurt her even more than gabil and now I'm hurting her w kel hatha eb sebtik!!"

jasim :"eb sebtey ana ??? all I ever wanted was for her to be happy"

a7mad :"happy? I could of made her happy if you had left us in peace bss la radait w 5arabt kel shay w jara7t'ha low ehtamait feeha chan ma sawait chthy mn elbedaya 9adgny"

jasim came closer to a7mad and he looked angry.

jasim :"I care about her more than you'll ever do ... la tsawy roo7ik  enik bta7meeha haa" he poked him

a7mad :"la tjesny ... " he poked him back

jasim :"don't dare tell me I don't care about manal fahim ana elly garabtkom ma3a ba3a'9 bdoony chan ma 9erto ma3a ba3a'9"

a7mad :"she liked me BEFORE you told me these stuff !! you played with her"

jasim :"you played with her"








a7mad punched jasim

Me :"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .... STOOOOOOP" I closed my eyes and placed my hands on my ears covering them I didn't wanna hear anything.

I heard a fight I opened my eyes I saw them fighting really hard I wanted it all to stop my heart is killing me and seeing them fight I cried hard I saw a man calling the police I broke them up fast before the police could show


Me :"bssss bsssss bsssssss!!!!!!!!! enough please" while I was crying.

I was shaking and in shock they both saw me and stopped ...

I ran out crying so hard they both ran out following me ...

I heard them both shout "MANAAAAAAAAAAAL!!"

I turned around

Me :"mo kafy elly sawaitooh???"

I teared

a7mad :"baby I'm sorry!!!"

jasim :"7abeebti I'm so sorry mo 8a9dy!!"

Me :"don't .... both of you just don't say that ... I was ur game both of played me like a toy while I had true feelings for both of you Non of this would have happened if you didn't leave me jasim ...."

a7mad :"yea jasim see"

Me :"and non of this would have happened a7mad if you said no to jasim's deal .."

I they both looked ashamed.

Me :"I don't love niether of you I don't wanna see any of you ever again !!!! stay out of my life both of you"

I left running and I heard jasim shout out my name I didn't looked back I kept running and running suddenly It started raining I was crying hard my chest was aching my eyes were burning and my whole body was shaking the rain kept coming down my face

"laish sawaw feeny chthy 7aram 3alaihom it kills me inside they both lied to me this not real I just can't believe it I can't believe anything"

I kept on crying hard the pain was unbarable ... I looked at rajo's car when suddenly I saw sparkly stars ...





















"manal?" hello? can you hear me?"











it was a doctor ..








I opened my eyes slowly the image was blurry ....







I fell asleep ..








I woke up the next day in the hospital I opened my eyes I saw my mom sleeping and I saw a7mad sleeping ... but where's jasim.



I called my mom.

my mom woke up

Mom :"manal????? 7abeebtii" she came closer and kissed my head she teared.

Me :"mom" I hugged her

Me :"sh9ar ?"

mom :"9ar feech hboo6 w 9da3 n9fy ...w 6e7tay"

Me :"what happened? who is he?"

I pointed at a7mad.

mom :"hatha ur classmate beljam3a shafich 6ay7a belma9af6 yam starbucks w ybich elbait ma3a rajo gal byet6aman 3alaich w el9ara7a mara7 lal7een mn ams ga3d 3araft ena omha refejty w ehya 5oosh wa7da gelt lah 3adi etha byeg3ad .."

I was in a shock it all happened so fast but ... but .. where's jasim?