Someone Like You chapter 48

Dear Diary . . .

Its the first time I wrote in my Diary book in along time and I'm starting to write again because alot of things happened in my life these past years, I've loved and I've lost I've made mistakes and I got to know new people and make some new friends, everything changed in my life and that includes everyone in it ... My mom and dad got divorced and it broke our family apart I never knew what its like to have a broken family till that happened I experienced things and feelings I never felt or did before, I've cried like I never cried before and the pain that divorce caused me was not even close to what it caused to my mom things were hard on her and I learned to stay strong for her and me and our family I gave up the love of my life {a7mad} for my family cause I know without my family I'm nothing, I tried hard for everything and everyone and finally it actually led to something good which made me proud of myself, its been 11 months since mom and dad Remarried again I've never felt so happy about that cause I knew I helped put my family back together and that made me believe I can do anything I set my mind to, it was amazing how we felt after the marrige I got my old life back but surely it won't be the same, I faught hard for what I believed in and I never gave up or lost hope till at some point I did, my best friend 3aysha reminded me and I'm greatful for having her around I wouldn't be here if she didn't, she's married to wahab her dream guy her fairytale came true and now she's 6 months pregnant which is something I didn't believe at first cause she didn't finish college but she was happy about it and so was I, things worked out for the better for all of us but there was a gap in my heart and in my life a gap that needs to be filled a gap that no one can fill it except for a7mad Its been 2 years since I left him and he left me, we never became a couple we just let out our feelings to eachother we never had the chance to be with eachother, and that hurt both of us and made us suffer and I wondered were we meant to be or not cause I still remember what jasim said 2 and half years ago . . . { you see what I found out is that allah ma ketab lena ndoom when u wanted to go to AUM with me even tho u got like 90% and up thats impossible ma 8blooch bss 5eera le2na re7tay 6b and there you found a7mad you both truly belong together allah kateb lokom you meet thats why you both have a special thing me and you never had and thats why you keep meeting him 9edfa ... }, I remember .. was jasim right about what he said were we meant to be or not if yes then how come after 2 years he didn't show or come back how come for 2 years he didn't ask about me to know how I was doing and how come for 2 years he moved on without me? it was something I think about everyday laih yomy hatha, alot of guys came for my hand in marrige ya56booni but to every guy who entered in my house I refused because I still had hope that someday he'll come someday he'll knock at my door asking to marry me just like he promised I never lost hope I never gave up cause the love I had for him was real it was true I waited and waited and waited and I'm still gonna wait because I know I will never find someone like him no matter who comes 3ashan ya56bni he will never be a7mad the guy I fell for the guy who was there for me through all my hard times and helped me and saved me he saved my life and I will never repay him for what he has done, 2 years I waited for a7mad to come but he didn't show deep in my heart it killed me because I waited for 2 years for him I rejected every guy for him I never loved any guy but him and I wondered did he ? did he love another did he get married ? did he move on and forgot about me, that was something I had to deal with eveyday of my life, but I will never give on him just like he once never gave up on me I love him and I will always love him I believe we were meant to be and I hope I'm right.























"manal '3ada" mom shouted.

I looked at my dairy before I left and said :"en allah ketab enshallah I'll be waiting ..."

Me :"enshallah yuma ne6ray shway" I shouted at my mom.

I closed the book and hid it in my secret box and went downstairs.

dad :"wainich manal?"

Me :"oh I had some college stuff that needs to be done"

dad :"3ayfa 3ala bnayti allah ywafgich I can't believe its been 3 years and half since u graduated from high school .."

Me :"hehe yea me niether dad"

we all gathered and ate lunch together it was saturday afternoon.

m7amad :"yuba ana rab3y 3azmeena ma3ahom aroo7 el5iaran 3adi aroo7?"

dad :"wallah madri a5af t6awil ma trid elly n9 elail shda3wa ma sawait'ha 3ad"

m7amad :"la yuba enshallah arid 11 pm w mo broo7y ra7 akoon hnak ma3a ahalhom ..."

dad :"5ala9 oki twakal 3ala allah"

m7amad :"mashkoor yuba 3ad ana kobart 16 mo yahil" he smiled

Me :"lal7een yahil"

ma7mad :"entay elyahil"

Me :"I'm 20 u dweep"

m7mad :"3ayooz"

Me :"baby"

dad :"baskom eklaw eklaw kela hwash"

we all laughed it was like old times.

when we were done eating lunch my mom called me.

Me :"hala yuma?"

mom :"7abeebti manal, wa7d ...."

Me :"ahh ... mom cham mara agool mabi ashoof ay wa7d I don't wanna get married or engaged till I finish college"

Mom :"enzain bss sm3eeny?"

Me :"okay"

Mom :"oma w ohwa beyoon 3ogob bacher 3ad oma refejty w 3azeeza 3alai please at least consider it?"

Me :"whats his name?"

Mom :"galat ly oma ma agool shay lama tt8abloon"

Me :"then I don't wanna see him"

Mom :"manal 3ashani it would mean so much to me? please?"

my mom gave me her innocent smile and puppy eyes begging me and I just couldn't say no.

Me :"fine fine"

mom kissed me :"7abeebti mashkoora"

Me :"I know I know u love me"

mom laughed :"more than u'll ever know"

I hugged her and she hugged me back.

I went back to my room and I was thinking to myself.

"will he ever come for me? will he ever appear again was he real or just an illusion or just a thought or a dream in my head"

everytime my mom talks to me about a guy yabi ya56bni I think about a7mad, I'm waiting for my mom to say his name so I'd say yes immediately, will it be him this time I despretly hoping its him but like usual It won't be him.

3aysha called me

I picked up my phone . . .

Me :"alloo"

3aysha :"hey manal"

Me :"baaaih m'3abra ..wainich?"

3aysha :"hahaha kani I was so busy and tiiiired w '6ahry metkaser 7aail t5ayly 7eta mashyety 3ooya"

Me :"kaaaaaaak xD ee ba3ad 7amel shtabeen ma7ad galich ta7mleen"

3aysha :"shasawy allah katib"

Me :"yea allah ysahelha 3alaich"

3aysha :"thank u w allah y9abrich..... I love u manal"

Me :"allah kareem I love u too 3awash"






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the day came when I had to get ready.

Mom :"manaaaaaaaaal laish ma lebastay al7een byo9loon elnass?"

Me :"madri al7een albis"

Mom :"yalaaa bser3aaaa"

I laughed

Mom :"waaaaaaaai ya broodich"

I giggled

Me :"oki oki"

I got up and wore cause I wasn't in the mood and I only agreed for my mom.

while I was searching for a dress to wear I grabbed a hanger and it fell alot of clothes fell with it, I suddnely looked at my back closet I found a dress I haven't seen before It wasn't mine it was so beautiful I wondered who was it for I called my mom and I asked her.

Me :"yuma hatha mo mally mal mno?"

Mom :"7abeebti hatha kan mally .. It was very special to me cause I wore it yoom 3irsy lama tzawajt oboch"

Me :"omg wow ... why didn't u show it to me?"

Mom :"wallah madri I forgot it was even there"

Me :"I love it, its so beautiful"

the dress was amazing it was white and gold it had glittary white infront and it was amazing.

Me :"I wish I can wear it someday"

Mom :"enshallah 7abeebti when the time comes u will its for you"

Me :"mn 9ijich yuma?"

Mom :"ee 7abeebti 7agich"

I hugged her

Me :"Awwww thaank u its amazing"

Mom :"enzain yala lebsay al7een yo9loon"

Me :"oh oki oki" I giggled.

I found a cute rainbow dress it wasn't a rainbow just the colors mixed it was beautiful anyways I wore it I applied some make up and pink lip gloss I waved my hair and I went down stairs the mother of her son was here her son was outside parking his car.

ana nezalt and I saw her the women I remember seeing her before...

" I know her I saw her almost 3 years ago who is she? I can't rememeber"

I came closer and I smiled at her.

The women :"elsalam 3alaikom tabark elra7man mashallah manal kobartay t'3ayartay shway 9ayra jameela"

that voice I remember I had flashback's




my mom's friend told me :"enty manal?"

me :"ee" and smiled

her :"mashallah jameela allah y7af'6ich"

I giggled

me :"mashkoora 5alty"

her :"so enty al7een met5arja?"

me :"ee"

her :"wain 8blooch?"

me :"KU 6b"

her :"mashallah ma3a weldi ohwa met5arj halsena"



its his mom ...











wait Its his mom?










"OH MY GOSH if its his mom then her son is ...."











"elsalam 3alaikom" someone came in

I turned around

that dimple smile those eyes his face ..

"ITS A7MAD!!!!! OMG!!"

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